heyoz.... kindaf like one week nvr update liaoz..... exam stress!!! the eng exam was ok..... there was juz smth wrong wif me..... neways, felt really horrible today..... since when do i not.... today got back geog ca..... ok lahz..... 19.5 / 25..... budden deproved... sadly....... gawd..... kunna said my answers were 'gd'..... then actually only scored 19.... budden i found a point and showed her..... wif not much hope of getting the half mark... she gave me! so happy.... ok lahz...... denise, i agree she's biased....... both ca's' also let me add marks....... when i went up to her, she told me smth bout scoring and really scoring for my final year geog exam..... obviously i dint tell her right smack in the face lah, budden i was thinking, if i'm able to, i WILL score.... who won't? haha.... all three ca's' no failures..... keep it up 2/3........ great job everyone..... oh no.... got lotsa pimples now.... agree wif flamingo manz..... exam stress....... actually i kinda dun care bout my looks.... but i FEEL terrible..... sheesh....... today's maths ca.... ok lah..... budden lost three whole marks liaoz..... die... oh yah..... btw..... grace's our group leader..... *smiles..... yay! go grace..... ermz.... i mean, gwacy..... isn't that how someone calls u? in a dear sort of way? i think i'll stick to grace.... that one only someone can call....... oh wellz..... i guess i gtg do bloody art now..... and yah..... i think i've been slacking the recent few days.... gawd... help me..... i better concentrate....... 'FOCUS!' famous quote from kunna... i'm not in love wif her or anything lahz....... juz struck me.... neways... ciao pple....

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pple.... it's me again.... i'm getting really tired of mugging.... i know i only haf 1 pathetic week for eng.... and 3 more weeks to go for the others.... but i totally can't stand it liaoz....... i'd go mad..... i think i'm like Hibbert... escept i'm not escaping frm it.... i juz wanna give up.... cos i'm stressed..... really, totally........ i know it muz be a bore reading this.... but oh wellz.... maybe i'll consider deleting this entry as well....... i do that alwiz.... i try to tell myself..... go shermeen.... juz this last bit..... u can do it....... but i can't......... ok tell u all a secret..... i told some of my gd frenz liaoz.... dun b mistaken... doesn't mean i dun tell u u're not my gd fren..... i lost 2 kg in 1 1/2 weeks........ it's really alot lorz.... my belt, supposedly juz nice for two hands.... is loose....... i'm like really stressed out, and dying....... i think i'll pass out someday....... hopefully not during the exam..... please........ i haven't been feeling well everyday....... except i dun tell u guyz.... i'm feeling horrible everyday..... during assembly i alwiz feel weak and i wanna sit down, lest i faint..... but luckily, till now, nth has happened to me..... then today went for science class in the open..... at first still ok....... then last part again got smth wrong....... luckily haf frenz..... if not i also dunno wad to do....... shld i post or shld i not post.... shld i post then delete or smth? i think it's a gd idea.... i mean like later everybody thinks i'm siao! i dunno..... maybe i shall let it be posted till the next time i come online then delete.... ok set! that shall be the final decision..... i'm so dam crappy.... and i haven't finished my art.... dammmit..... ARGH!!!!!! okok..... relax.... i think i'll die early..... oh wellz....... can't help it....... wadeva lahz..... i dun really care alr.... nitez everyone.......

actually i kindaf remembered that i haven't disturbed everyone for a long long time.... which is unusual of me....... and i even smile less too....... hiyo.... i better catch up wif my studies..... and then the exams can hurry come and go......... hope so.... heyz jessie...... hang on there.... dun give up juz yet..... u dint earn ur top 5 places the whole of sec 1 for nth....... continue to work hard for it..... ok set.... i'm not gonna delete this entry anymore.... i feel like putting it here...... reminding myself to work hard....... i'm not gonna do art..... i'm gonna start revising all my various subjects..... tml during chinese then do..... this means another 1-2 weeks of sleepless nights.... oh wellz..... here goes! it's only this few week shermeen..... go!!! and everyone else out there too... dun think u're the only person..... i'm here too..... depend on me anytime! kk.... gonna start now.... bye!

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heyoz.... da jie juz informed me that i missed out a art of the question.... haix.... so careless of me... re-typed the question and sent to everyone again..... sry everybody..... extra trouble....... yeah..... finished sending to everyone alr.... so glad.... dun keep thanking me...... i feel very saint-like..... haha..... juz jk..... kk....... gtg mug liaoz..... buaiz.....

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WOO HOO!!!!!!!! YAY!!!!!!!! finally finished sending to everyone..... and finished typing the blasted geog wb answers at bout 9........ haix........ splitting headache.... look at too much com and OHP....... and my poor hand... ok, fine, no self-pitying....... but anyhow..... doing 2 hrs of solid copying in sch..... and 1 and 1/2 hrs of typing is gd enuff to kill any normal person....... obviosuly me too....... i'm dead beat..... called petty liaoz..... she's coming online....... yeah.... last person.... i'm done..... this is crazy...... why would i even think of doing such a thing in the first place? hahax..... for our results..... we're all working together towards a common goal....... except this is not comradeship.... more of frenship........ haha....... i'm so crappy..... happy........ *sighs..... can't do any work liaoz....... maybe play abit of music....... then sleep..... nitez..... mug hard.....

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heyoz.... at EP now.... naughty group of us doing crap.... haix.... u pple know that yesterday i dint do a freaking thing..... i juz read through the books i brought home..... so lazy.... i'm gonna die for the exams.... i'm supposed to have done geog wb, finished.... and i still haven't finished the back of ws 30 and ST 8..... AHHHH!!!!!!!!! then science.... supposed to have done chapter 9- electricity since dunno when.... and i haven't finished..... shermeen lim, u're slacking so much..... art.... i dint even draw anything......... sheesh......... and i planned to finish the case studies for geog for unit 11, and haven't done yet.......... i juz read through everything.......... oh no......... i'm gonna fail......... esp eng......... shanthi still pressure us and give us prep talk everyday.......... sheesh......... geog ca coming......... chinese ca coming........... maths ca coming.......... eng exam! gawd........ how am i ever gonna cope......... esp when my afternoon time is wasted......... *GLARES at certain pple........ btw...... yest's afternoon study was quite a bore......... till the end........ when me, JW, hana and er jie 'revised' our science......... haha........ something really serious happened.... not telling here though........ gtg now.... bye........ i'm so freaking busy wif everything........

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enuff blogging.... i haven't done so much art!!!!! *screams..... i can't stand the stress no more..... i'm juz gonna collaspe at home!!!!!!!! my hands and legs r cold..... and my forehead's warm.... i'm dying....... i wish manz......... dam lah..... better go back and finish art..... by hook or by crook i gt finish stylising today........

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eng- 14 days
chinese paper 1+ lit- 28 days
maths 1+2- 29days
geog- 30 days
science- 31 days
chinese paper 2- 32 days
d&t/ home-ed = 35 days

wa sian..... today mugged whole day....... my eyes really dam pain lorz...... haix..... but need to MUG!!! if not i'll die..... 14 days to eng exam.... omgosh.... it's actually so freaking near....... 2 weeks is all we haf........ wif FOUR ca's' coming up somemore........ omg......... i'm dying....... okok...... i shall stop groaning..... carrie alwiz says i won't stop complaining..... haha....... and..... wait.... i think i shall write everything on top......... ok..... so now.... we haf 2 weeks to prepare for eng..... 4 to prepare the rest..... and in 35 days time.... we're FREE!!! ok.. stop! dun think bout that first..... i want gd results..... so i gt work! okok..... i still haven't finished art..... last hols hw not done..... achievements..... used to not do everything... then copy....... haha....... gtg now... nitez.....

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yOz pple....... thanks everyone who bothered to ask....... my wrist's quite ok liaoz..... juz dun strain too much on the same spot..... hahax... tml sch starting..... everyone's in bed except for me and emily..... i mean in class.... i dunno bout the others..... and i'm surprised tulip's not online..... oh wellz....... my maths hols hw not yet finished..... but yupperz 'checked' liaoz..... dun care lahz...... now cum online to do hw..... as usual..... but it's to get the pics da jie helped me look in clipart........ she so nice...... thanks alot jie........ i had to go to grandma's palce in teh evening...... i nvr bully her kiaz..... btw..... i dun think i'll be going for CIP liaoz....... muz finish up all my hw..... and muz do ART!!! man..... art sux.... i'm gald i'm not gonna take art next year....... gd riddance......... yeah........ the file finished downloading........ so gtg now..... tc everyone... and mug hard..... eng exam's coming..... nitez....

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heyz.... me back..... boring? wellz....... gd news....... my wrist's better now....... btw....... went fishing for the night....... caught 2 fish and 2 prawns..... haha..... budden smth bad happened........ concerning my bro........ guess i shan't embarrass him by posting it....... gtg now....... nitez.....

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helloz again everybody....... know wad? i think i really sprained my wrist....... badly too..... juz told da jie bout it.... it really hurts alot lorz........ play music cannot stretch so much....... even write also cannot write properly........ yet dun dare to tell my parents....... hiyo..... so frustrating....... dun care liaoz....... wadeva....... pain then pain lahz..... i'm going off to play organ....... humpf..... i alwiz haf so much trouble....... yesterday was a really sucky sucky sucky day........ sept 11th..... wad to expect....... sry sry....... haha..... juz jk....... gtg..... nitez.......

haix..... tried to do some work..... but i can't even hold a pen properly to write..... ARGH!!! it's getting on my nerves........ and i wanted to check the dictionary........ i couldn't even lift it up....... wadda....... sheesh....... this is utter madness........

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haix........ very freaking tired..... this morning had maths supplementary....... met celine and pamster and emily outside philips....... when i haven't finished my hw..... the stupid pple were gonna watch movie....... *sobs..... that's unfair........ of coz not including da jie..... she so guai one..... neways..... had a torturous morning....... but the others had fun........ they found the LSCC..... hahahahahah....... nvm........ shan't say much bout it...... okok....... so after that we(me, emily and weilin) went to braddell mac's........ had ice-cream and went to yio chu kang..... reached there then realised that the court facilities were only till one....... and we reached there AT 1....... so called kelsey and arranged to meet her at slf building....... we were on this long bus........ and da jie, the drunkard, kept bumping onto me and weilin....... once, emily even stepped on my toe when she lost her footing......... owwww..... it still hurts! er jie!!!! da jie bully me........ hahax..... btw i was only jk.......

now i realise how different tennis is from badminton.......... and how difficult it is to play........ gosh........ neways, i juz think i totally SUCK at playing tennis....... can't hit the ball......... shuddup dun think.......... can't even serve......... gawd..... once i managed to serve over and in........ i was so elated i shouted so loudly kelsey thot i was mad......... then the others rested mroe than i did....... i juz continued trying out my service....... it still sucks though........ but nvm..... got the end of year hols to brush up......... actually tennis is really fun....... juz that i dunno howto play......... went for golf in the night........ no choice....... dad insisted......... gawd....... now i'm so tired the words on the screen is blurring......... help! nitez pple......... tc yeah? sugar dreams.......

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YES YES YES YES YES!!!!!!!!! yay! finally finished editing..... the entry was so long..... had to edit all the funny weird looking symbols....... yeah........ phew! i will nvr try this again..... typing my entry on word and trying to cut and paste..... can die....... now my eyes hurts..... btw, i haven't touched on any of the goodies yet....... dun feel like it.... i shld though..... i will lahz..... but not all at once..... so gross and sweet! gtg do hw now........ so freaking tired..... and i managed to keep smiling from yest till now....... hahax....... okok..... tc everyone..... bye.......

sheesh....... i broke it..... i only kept smiling for a whole day........ then in the late afternoon till now, 9+....... i lost my temper twice....... once at my bro..... once at my uncle... haiz..... i am sighing all over again....... sheesh....... this is sickening..... forget it........ i shall not think bout it....... haha..... 'bird' joke wif maria and flamingo........ so funny..... the bird's so blur..... the maid so dirty........ haha....... i gtg do work now... nitez.......

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Hey peepz........ know wad? Today went for the maths trial........ dad fetched me..... So obviously reached there early...... Waited for da jie........ Then went up wif her....... we were the ONLY 2/3 gurlz there kiaz....... it was SOOOO embarrassing......... then tifi came, then qk, Christiana and Dalvin..... grace was coming after piano lesson at 12+......... we played some game, "fastest wins"....... I gave it this name cos the question is flashed on ppt slides....... then the first few to get the correct ans will get chocs, sweets........ I got THREE ferrero rochia..... Or howeva u spell it...... qk got 4, and 2 time-outs I think...... The 2/2 gurl behind me got LOADS..... Emily got a time-out....... the others got too.... then after this, was the MOST boring thing ever....... the HISTORY of maths......... Sheesh....... everybody was practically dying....... budden the eygptian mathematics was really interesting........ And I love the conversion...... Cos the teachers said the first twelve to convert all 3 correctly will get free drink for lunch...... And I was one of them...... hehe..... neways, lunch was fairly ok lahz..... The food not THAT bad...... b4 lunch we had a break......... and all the free time we had we played basketball....... after lunch grace joined us......... oh yah......... we had this ws that we do in pair work....... . So me and qk partner....... I tell u, we were too complacent....... and that led to our downfall- 5/12....... but we learnt our lesson...... and we played this com game......... the gurlz got so excited........ Haha.... neways, we went for the maths trial........ The last part of the maths day camp.... there was a total of 6 stations..... And my group consisting of me, grace, Emily, qian kun, tiffany and Vivian was group 10........ Dalvin went to class after lunch....... Christine and Christiana, the "very sociable" gurlz, according to ms yap(dun b mistaken, they R really.....) were in another class' group........ group 10 started wif station 6 first....... it was to measure the ht of st mic's block......... we measured the ledge, then the average of each staircase(every freaking staircase is different ht kiaz) x the no of flights.......... then at the 4th level..... May chong was in charge..... We used grace's height to measure......... then added everything up...... got 108.5m..... the actual ans' 10.8m..... the top for this this category was 107.6m...... then we went on to first station.......... it was teo peng suan's station....... bout sum pieces of wooden block..... We had to come up wif as many different shapes as we could in 20 mins, following the shapes given to us on a piece of paper.. we managed to do 6 or 7 believe, well, we tied wif 2/1 for topping this category.. oh yah and I was "nominated" leader..... so I had to be the one receiving the prize......... sheesh...... Then proceeded to second station...... But cos there were too many pple there, according to mrs chua....... we went to the next...... and the teacher there also said she doesn't haf an extra set....... so we went on to the next, and ms ong told us that the others were not done....... no choice left, we went to the basketball court(5th station, our last one btw)......... there, we had to measure the area of it...... some groups used shoes, 15cm rulers(mad!), sum even the ht of themselves...... well, our group was smart......... thanks to Vivian..... She thought of using our belts...... Me, Emily and Vivian measured the length.... btw, after that, our legs were aching so much...... *sobs.... the others the breadth...... then converted from cm squared to m squared... and got the ans 365.6...... I think.... And this we topped the category......... And I had to go up AGAIN......... Ok....... then we returned to station 2....... mrs chua said we could do........ Then check wif her....... There was a total of 7 questions........ The top was 6/7, we were not that bad...... we had 5 and ½.... not bad rite? Then went on to station 3...... I think overall........ This was the station everyone screwed up most, including us.. we had to put a ring into this weird looking thingy...... and take the ring out of it again....... qk managed to put it in........ and we had to read a 4 sentence msg...... no one managed to read it..... We were supposed to read the elongated words....... the topper was someone else...... Then ms ong's station....... whoa I wad I'll tell u.... we haf this Styrofoam thingy........ Different shapes...... A paper...... 3 sets of it...... and make as many shapes that r on the paper as possible...... If the diagrams r repeated it's ok...... But we worked in pairs........ And no discussion...... Here fifi showed her robotics skills man haha....... juz jk....... And Vivian also........ both done very well...... We managed 17!!!! Can u believe it? SEVENTEEN!!!!!!!! We got prize for this......... and u know even ms yap was surprised...... she was like *mouth wide open "SEVENTEEN? WOW!" she shook my hand extra hard at this....... cos this is the third time I'm representing my group to receive a prize......... teo peng suan kindaf jumped up from her seat........ and clapped REALLY loudly... she was happy for us.. then we had our "prize-giving ceremony"...... Third, second and first..... We were in the band room...... And ms teo went to drum sum percussion... haha..... It was like when they were announcing second..... my hands were like ice lorz....... I knew for sure now..... that we've topped three categories, we were emerging top three....... but since second and third were not us, first was...... And so I went up...... Wif everyone cheering like mad....... especially tiffany...... and ms teo said we shld give ourselves a pat on the back...... There were so much prizes to take I couldn't take them all........ and we sort of had to take a picture, the whole group...... wif ms yap and mr tay........ And cos I was leader, they put me in front...... gawd..... I do NOT like to be leader......... I was really really elated........ Couldn't believe myself..... hugged all my group members....... and split everything except for the potato chips..... Ha! I shall tempt u all wif this........ we got 1 packet of smarties and 2 small kit-kats for topping three categories out of six........ Then for emerging as champs, we got the big kit-kat bar, two polo tubes, of different flavourings....... 2 time-outs each, the small one......... The Styrofoam puzzle and a mathematics book.......... we had 4 time-outs extra..... actually wanted to give the other two classmates of ours...... But they went off..... So we gave the teachers........ and ms teo gave me a hug........ *grinz..... The chips I keep....... then on wed b4 or after the remedial we're gonna share..... U know I laid all the prizes on my bed.... It's so tempting....... budden I can't eat them..... Cos it's like so precious...... it's like oh that represents we, 2/3 members, beat 2/1 and 2/2 gurlz...... no offence though....... and we only had one group of pure 2/3 members......... the other two classes had like the WHOLE class, plus sum 2/4 gurlz......... I nvr thought that we would win..... I seriously dint...... I couldn't really get over the shock......... Waited for my mum at the flag-pole....... saw mr tay and ms ong and mrs chua..... They all said nice things......... haha..... I was on the verge of bursting..... I wanted to shout lorz..... budden dint lahz....... my parents and bro came in the convertible, wif the cover open..... I couldn't keep it in me no more...... I shouted, "daddy, mummy, u know for the maths trial today my group was first?" I was so freaking happy....... I told my dad I was so happy I felt like crying........ I really did feel like crying....... but it was tears of happiness........ and I haven't felt happiness like this in a LOONG, LOONG time......... I was chatty throughout the journey home....... dad was really pleased........ We went back..... Bathed, went out to parkway parade.......... played sum arcade and ate dinner there......... I bought from the temporary stall there the block that we did at ms teo's station.......... and I bought sum metal thingys that can be dismantled easily...... I spent over 30 bucks....... budden I dun mind..... it's for a good cause...... I can definitely tell u......... this is the happiest day of my life since a very long time ago....... I've really enjoyed today A LOT...... I'm overjoyed......... I can nvr forget the nervousness while waiting to be called up to receive the prize........ And the pride that swelled up when we were taking the photograph........... although I dun wan to be elected as leader...... I muz thank u all........ My group members, who gave me this chance to be one....... I'm really proud of all of us...... 2/3 2003 RAWKS MAN!!!!!!!!!! I'm so glad we dint let down the class... and the sch for saying that our class' the best maths class in sec 2......... this is coming from the bottom of my heart........ For a period of time I've been keeping my thoughts to myself.......... I'm finally letting out......... The happy times only though......... Dun wan u all to worry...... dunno if u will anyway......... It's like I can't write down how I feel........ Cos the feelings are so strong......... I can't do anything to stop it....... thanks a lot grace, Emily, Vivian, qk and tiffany...... Thanks a lot...... I luv u all........ And the rest of our classmates in 2/3!!!! *muacks....

Juz look how long this entry is...... anyways, it's worth it....... I gtg now..... mug hard pple...... Nitez....

Btw, 2/3 first, got 55 marks overall...... I think it's 2/1 second, with 46 marks......... We won them by like NINE marks......... and the third was 2/2 wif 40 marks...... It's a mighty world of difference...... Shows that we dint scrape our win....... I know I'm sounding really thick-skinned in this entry....... budden it's juz how I feel.......... no offence to anyone....... sry if I said smth wrong..... gtg......

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haiz....... i juz updated on this two days stuff........ but it was deleted....... the whole post ok....... omg....... i dun feel like posting no more....... haiz........ had so much nice things to share wif u all......... cos now hols....... can't call u all that much......... so by blogging....... u all shld know wad's happening around me........... everytime also like that........ haix........ why the stupid thing alwiz delete my post? sry......... i'm not exactly in a fantastic mood......... nitez pple....... 5 weeks to final year exams........ 3 more to eng....... gdlucks pple........ mug hard for it........

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waaah........... bout a week i nvr update liaoz......... so guai me........ muahahaha.......... i know all of u r puking........ neways, lit ca was shit......... i barely touched on it........ i'm gonna fail for sure......... yesterday night had this really BAD stomachache, that killed me for the whole night.......... dint study......... maths ca was also shit......... gtg......... bye........

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