gosh! i guess this's the first time others asks me to update my blog..... haha.... today's thursday! wow! haven't updated for quite a no. of days liaoz........ missed me? hahax, i'm so thick-skinned......... today's science ca ah..... any-old-how do one..... quite sure i'll fail....... budden i dun wanna be the one having the hang the board round my neck........ embarassing......... can't remember much that has happened these few days........ except i've been sick........ wellz....... today, ms shanthi seemed very interested in our ca........ she was smiling to herself........ so sick! oh yah......... yesterday, she talked bout this word that has almost the same meaning as viagra, those who dunno, check it out........ hahahahaha....... we had a gd laugh bout that manz..... and the brinjaw thingy........... hehe....... so funny......... went to the library after sch today......... i dunno why........ budden everytime go there with emily and frenz then keep giggling....... speak of the devil..... she's online now......... went for the rackey thingy......... wellz.......... shan't give my comments up here....... cos wellz, it's bound to...... nvm....... so, we'll hafta talk bout it tml rite? *looks at pamster........ and sighs, luckily my mum's on the fone....... i made her wait like 1 and 1/2 hrs......... sry........ budden after that she nagged so much........ sheesh!

had prac today........ so freaking scared lorz........ i was juz bout to cry manz......... can u believe it? i did the experiment 6 times unsuccessfully and was only left with less than 20 mins......... finally managed 2 miserable ones....... the last one done in less than 5 mins........ phew! average reading 1.53........ the 3 different ones were 1.46, 1.54, and 1.57........ i hope it'll pull my ca up..... cos i'm really gonna fail! die liaoz........ oh..... and today we were playing with jie today....... as in me and emily......... we took her library book........ hahax....... and started passing to one another........ so fun! budden very unfair......... emily take the book that time jie only stand there and give emily the 'look'.... i have the book that time she poke and tickle me........ and even when emily got the book she also tickle me......... so bad! unfair to me!

i've learnt my lesson......... i ain't gonna put up anything regarding pat ho-tan or some embarassing thing........ sheesh! u all can really talk........ liddat also got so much things to disturb me bout........ ermx, juz finished my science........ dunno whether chapter 6 gotta do anot........ did it neways....... asking emily now........ tml got ting xie, gonna die if i dun learn......... normally i already nvr listen to wad she's saying......... haha........ wonder how i even pass chinese......... miracle....... gtg now....... i hope i'll be able to update.......

emily reminded me! we, well she, took jie's wallet when it dropped to the floor........ jie u also abit toot rite? stand up and wallet drop on the floor; even till halfway to the bus-stop also dunno yet........ i'm so nice..... i told her........ me and emily were considering to see wad kindaf reaction she gave when she realised her wallet was missing when she boards the bus....... see! i'm nice! and crappy....... haha..... ms shanthi feigned that she dint know us..... we went to disturb her......... u know i was really tempted to go and discuss with her stanhope's character....... JW did a perfectly 'innocent' story bout her house and the swimming pool........ and ms shanthi was like the next time i do this, juz remind me, remind me of the time i went out with 14 gurls........ so funny lah she!

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good gosh.... i did such a STUPID thing..... i went to return the library books with kk........ then guess wad? i actually took someone else's water bottle........ SHIT!!!! and to make it worse, i DRANK it......... sheesh! i almost spat it out cos it WAS lemon tea........ budden got so many parents, i was FORCED to drink it down......... ugh....... dun even know to whom it belongs to........ neways, realised that if my uncle dint see his basketball at home i would be slaughtered....... and my mum hasn't come yet....... i quickly walked back to class and got it......... and walked all the way out AGAIN......... that was sickening........ grandma asked me to drink some dessert that supposed to 'cleanse my system' of "DIRTY STUFF"........ wellz........ i can't say it succeeded rite? neways, this morn was damn sucky lorz....... it was like shanthi made a fool of herself....... and i was telling nicole....... so she in turn told me bout pat ho-tan..... sheesh! went for home-ed lesson....... so irrits........ i was cutting the onions, juz like EVERYONE ELSE was, and she HAD TO come to my side and demonstrate how to chop it properly....... shld i continue....... i know u all have plenty to disturb me tml....... shld i say? better not....... half the class knowing already gd enuff...... all rite, all rite........ fine....... juz cos i help pamster to clean up and stuff........ she said thank you to me like more than 5 times......... sheesh....... once in front of the whole class somemore......... wad crap........ telling them dunno wad learn frm shermeen, every lesson also help pam, so helpful......... i was not in my usual mood....... so i opened my eyes so big it was gonna pop out........ had science, dun even know wad tan aye leng talking bout.......

music was quite fun..... cos besides trying in vain to memorise the stupid si, we got early recess........ i brought my uncle's ball, DUN THINK DUN THINK DUN THINK!!!!!!!!!!, AND the ball cage was open....... *ahems... spent the whole of recess trying to memorise the si with emily........ argh! got so frustrated......... finally, we had our ting xie........ and i could almost dictate everything without stopping much to think........ YAY!!! i thot i was gonna fail for sure.........

oh yah....... today's lit was totally shit! i dint know wad i was writing........ and i was kindaf sick........ and DAMN tired......... haiz........ hope i'll get smth like a 14........ budden i shldn't get my hopes too high....... i want and dun want kunna to give us back our geog ca tml....... i wanna see how i faired....... budden i'm afraid that my studying has gone to waste if i dint get wad i aimed for........ grandma was telling us(me and bro) the games she used to play when she was a kid........ we borrowed a fake bangle from her and started trying with tremendous effort to throw the coins in........ i got 2 in....... my bro got none......... tee hee....... i'm so lame..... recently dug up my music file and played a 'supposed-to-be' exam song........ which i dint even try out yet....... found it quite nice........ i'm grade 8, playing some grade 7 songs for exams......... maybe that'll be my grade 7 exam song........ then got 1 less song to practise that much.......... *reminder: i'm taking organ, so the grade goes DOWNWARDS, 13-5...... 13 is not a real grade, most of the pianists would have taken it too........ my bro gt do his hw....... i gtg too, do geog and study science(do i even need to study?) and do maths!

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sheesh! i'm SOOOOO tired......... the whole morn i was worrying bout my undone hw....... managed to finish maths and a little lit before that though....... budden i drew the graph wrongly for like dunno how many times....... =( neways, i was telling chiogal that she was using a PURPLE pencil...... for the benefit of those who do not know, it is a rep of sexually deprived........ which is wellz..... exactly wad chiogal is experiencing....... *ouch! then shanthi went to borrow a penknife to pass to chiogal....... sheesh! how lame can she get..... k..... then had science, and we all drew wrongly, dunno how the vijaya/wijaya teach one....... keep on saying 'ok'....... then tan aye leng got pissed with me....... cos i drew wrongly again and again....... then had free period for eng, which we spent playing the guitar......... i dint take lunch, giraffe jie also dint..... then went for the netball finals........ during the match so many schs extra....... keep walking past us when it's so exciting...

neways, we started with the IJ commandment, i think....... then tried so many times 'we will rock u' budden not successful........ neways, the C div started playing against RG.... and we were like so tensed up........ budden reena's damn gd manz....... she stole the ball so many times........ the cap also..... very gd....... pamela also gd lahz....... and avis and that tall gal from 2/7 victoria if i'm not wrong........ all very gd....... we were screaming our heads off........ and one of the referees kept blowing her whistle and chiogal was like 'we KNOW ur existance!' hahaha........ then we won, obviously.......
then we had the 2nd match against damai, i think that's how it's spelt....... neways, they were like da-mai! da-mai! and we copied them by going I-J..... I-J! hahaha..... so funny....... for RG, i wonder y they were not RI..... so low..... the way they cheered....... and they had some screaming thing going on........ which our gurls gave them back....... hahaha........ so funny......... we switched to sitting on the ground cos our butts hurt manz....... yah..... then it was damn freaky lorz....... damai suddenly caught up with us at 15-15..... then won us by 15-16..... then even again....... and we got back the lead of one....... budden they scored to make it 17-17!!!!!!!! omgosh..... everybody was like....... IJ ROX or GO IJ, something liddat....... then the chanting was so loud..... and damai's cheering was also prolonged....... sheesh! it was built up tension....... everybody was going mad..... me being one of them..... cos i thot i got no more voice........ but in the end managed to cheer somemore........ when we knew we won, we were so happy we started hugging each other!!!! and i dint hear jie scream before..... today was really an eye-opener........ haha, she screamed so much..... jessie also..... then when we were supposed to receive the prizes........ we clapped for the other sch.... and i was like "and the first goes to......." CHAMPS: IJ 'B' AND 'C' DIV..... WOOO!!!!!!! oh yah....... we had the dance pple perform for us..... it was damn nice, esp the last part, everyone was cheering them on........ then on the bus, jie asked me to go off to sleep........ i did close my eyes for awhile, budden i thot someone was staring at me........ so i looked up...... and u promised not to....... humph! went back to sch..... pple wrote on the board that our syf was very very successful!!!!! drama, choir-gold........ band- silver........ IJ-TP ROX BIG TIME!!!!!!! i am so sleepy and tired and groggy and wadeva u wanna say bout me lahz....... budden i'm glad i went to sch today although i knew i started the day wrongly.........

oh! before i forget, after we finished eating during recess, got no ball to play, so went library....... me and emily cracked some joke..... and the librarian jie told us to keep it down....... so naggy........ neways, dalv passed us a bk on some sexuality thingy..... so me and emily flipped through........ guess wad? we saw a scientific pic of the guy's ahem........ and we sort of stared at it, each other and then started laughing and laughing and couldn't stop........ sheesh! k... then went to help the prefects to change, DUN BE SICK!!!!!!! then went back to class, only to return AGAIN to help gretchen tie her tie........ that's bout all for today i guess! nite everybody....... *yawns.....

oh yah..... we sang the IJ spirit song after that....... budden it was kindaf sucky..... as everyone was shouting..... the loud part.... eekS! was disgusting....... and....... HAPPY B'DAE JESSIE!!!!!!! and gd lucks to jie for ur piano mock exam...... hugx

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yOz pple.... i'm back and lame.... k... this morn chiogal and i pissed jelly off so much cos we almost did more talking than running....... hehx..... wellz.... i hate all tans, married ones or have partner already....... that includes wilkie tan..... except for one..... hehehehe..... had eng ca today....... kindaf sucky....... sheesh! i got so close to the answers....... argh! mrs lee damn pissed wif us cos we were late....... hahaz...... played abit of guitar, had chinese....... but everybody was doing maths hw..... then had maths and yap was explaining the y=mx+c..... and we're all still quite confused....... me being one of them......... double maths is sucky..... then today mr vijaya dint come........ christine was so sad........ i wonder petty........ then this indian teacher who talks weirdly came......... walau eh....... i so totally could not stop laughing........ very very funny manz.... i juz looked at amanda, she looked back..... and we started laughing....... frm then on, i juz couldn't stop myself....... it's like i giggle so much i was blushing....... then i gasped for breath....... so alot of times, this funny sound came out....... and the pple around me weren't helping much either........ they laughed with me...... so i couldn't stop..... i think everyone thought i was mad....... i'm surprised chiogal wasn't one of them....... cos even pamster was trying to stifle a giggle........ glad that i'm going for the netball match.......

ok....... i did a super embarassing thing today....... very very malu........ i guess i won't post it on....... i'll die of maluation if some PPLE visit me from others' blog....... k..... i shall only tell those that r alwiz around with me........ hehe........ gtg do lit and maths.... bye!

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sheesh! today had 2.4km... super tired out..... in the morn stupid jie stand behind me and tickle me so many times for assembly..... then went over to run....... first round- 1min 59 sec........ surprised with myself........ neways, towards the last 2 rounds........ i was so totally ready to give up and juz drop down........ but i told myself very fiercely....... if u do this, u'll hafta run again......... and if everytime also liddat........ can might as well give up........ but i was really really wanting to give up.......... i shut my eyes very very tightly and willed myself to go on......... i was telling the others i couldn't take it anymore....... and they were telling me i could and i was doing very well......... i told teo jun ling too......... she told me to take deep breaths(izzit how it's spelt?) and i did....... for the last round........ when i sprinted, i couldn't breathe and my lungs were practically on fire.......... it was a very horrible feeling........ i juz wanted to drop to the pavement......... but i decided to finish it....... once i finished, i juz dropped onto the grass and started crying........ i mean it.......... i swear i thot i was gonna die cos i couldn't breathe....... nobody seemed to realise cos i was sweating as much too.......... sheesh! really really very very tired....... meryl and tulip and chen siew came over......... others came too, i dunno who, but ms ong asked them not to crowd round........... then pamster came over........ until now, i still get replays of wad happened this morn......... sheesh! neways, glad that i've done my 2.4 and that i got my A and that i beat last year's record........ 13:38's my record this year....

we had assembly and it was rather fun........ cos we missed most of art and watched this opera thingy....... although it's not that nice........ the end was funny....... cheng lao shi kana sabo........ and she had to mimic how they talk or sing in operas......... the high and loud stretched kindaf voice.......... muahahahahahaha.......... so funny....... chiogal, u missed it....... everyone laughed their heads off........ i think wednesday kindaf sux....... even though there isn't much study subjects........ cos we hafta climb the stairs so many times....... and it's so tiring........ today music's cancelled, cos ms saedah's losing her voice....... still got endless hw to finish....... today wrote some chinese letter-writing....... i finished 20+ mins earlier cos no one disturb me, not many lahz......... and the title was rather easy to write......... i dunno whether to go for the netball frenly match anot....... haiz....... difficult decision........ need to go do hw....... mum's gonna kill me soon...... bye!

that was in the afternoon.... now's in the night...... the stupid tagboard..... cannot work suddenly....... irrits.........

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today arhz..... lemme think..... k.... i dint run in the morn....... saw my horse and daughter trying to raise the flags together....... then saw jie and walked up together........ during assembly....... marilyn dint raised the flag properly..... left abit....... hiyo....... then lam2 cannot raise the school flag above the national flag...... hahax....... then kk and guitarist played her fav song, "did u ever talk to god above"....... her fren played the starting wrongly....... ha! i heard it and told mother! i'm so totally lame........ before maths.... we took tempertaure....... and i alwiz show to both nicole and carrie....... budden carrie not here....... so i showed it to lam2 instead..... and ms yap started going, "sher-min....... no need so far....." irritating..... humph! i'm glad i did both my maths hw and my lit hw........ i'm not trying to imply anything..... dun get me wrong....... recess was FUN! today both chiogal and tony had 20 one-night stands, each....... muahahahaha......... i'm totally losing it..... i'm still a virgin, mind u celine choe! today got that mr dunno wad again........ christine, petty, chiogal AHEMS!!! that's from highest to lowest....... wellz..... i think he's quite ok lahz....... maybe a teeny weeny bit of cute....... dun get carried away........ it's only abit..... budden he and his " ok's' " are driving me mad....... today's training was fairly ok......... played HIT-AND-RUN!!!! bernie ah....... hit already stand there....... hiyo!!!!! played with the sec ones....... they're getting good.... neways, carol and lai meng against nicole and i....... that horrible junior....... is a second maria, keep smashing at me........ then nicole is the second ai ling, keeps giving her shots to smash at me! humph! everybody bully me..... sads! even my juniors..... carol's not much better....... laughing away..... sry i dint join u all for doubles at the end........ got no time....... my mum's outside..... and maria, u shld know the reason....... yah...... had dinner, it was gd cos my grandma cooked it..... Z shld agree....... hiyo! tml got PFT....... stupid ong, today then tell us..... i nvr train....... shoots! die already lahz....... last week's timing 15:41..... hope i'll get my A........ sheesh lah.... y today so much hw....... go and die all the teachers........ ok, i dint mean that...... neways, gd nitez to everybody and gd lucks to chiogal for her piano exam tml.......

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heyz..... back again.... know wad? today was completely shit!!!! i took an afternoon nap and woke up for dinner........ now finishing my hw....... and u know my lit....... i ddi the whole thing wrongly!!!!! SHEESH! i did it in essay form........ we're supposed to do the "impression" and "evidence" thingy right........ aiyo....... now gotta redo...... argh.... and shanthi so irritating today..... she came in after recess....... and i was like moaning and groaning.... THINK STRAIGHT!!!! and then she was like "oh!" and started walking off....... and then i was like oh manz........ "sorry..... ms shanthi, i'm sorry! i dint mean it....." but she continued walking until i caught up with her and pulled her back! today's geog test easy........ budden i guess i juz dint prepare enough......... surely die one....... i got the resource and opprtunity cost questions wrong liao....... saddens! and if i get the tensional and compressional one wrong then really die liaoz........ today i'm angry with chye and she's angry with mother....... i dint bother to reply them cos i got this very bad headache........ and i was very upset over my geog test....... and jie, u went off without saying buaiz again! *sniff....... sads.... hahax....... i know, i'm lame, and crappy........ gtg redo the stupid lit lahz...... bye!

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heyz everyone...... today was a BORING day! studied whole day for geog....... haiz....... juz hope i'll be able to score..... jelly shuddup..... dun say anything at all........ esp nonsense....... i was making my way to my grandma's house when u called neways....... yah... i was very relieved that i knew how to answer the questions u asked me..... if not i so in deep shit....... reached there, had early dinner and started studying again..... now back at home....... after updating....... i'm gonna studdy AGAIN....... sheesh! i hope i score tml........ oh! i forgot to say........ my relatives all said i became skinner..... hahaz..... happy to hear that....... but i know i'm still fat....... wellz, when did i care so much? i dunno........ hehex...... and they said i became tanner! YAY! but i dun purposely go for tanning petty....... nothing much to say liaoz....... gtg...

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WOO HOO!!!!!!!! i simply LOOOOOVVVEEEE today! 19th july 2003 rawks big time... i will nvr forget today... it was so eventful....... quoted from jessie and chiogal..... i soooo agree..... this is gonna be a LOOONNNGG entry.......

wellz..... to start off..... in the morn i was busy deciding whether to wear track pants or to wear the orange berms....... i wore the berms and brought my pants and windbreaker and class T-shirt........ along with water and sweets and biscuits........ i checked the weather....... it was gonna be stormy....... i was like OH MAN!!!!! smsed jelly, she couldn't get out of the house...... it was pouring like crazy..... then zelina smsed me........ then chiogal called me to say she cannot come....... i was quite sad..... I'M STRAIGHT!!!!! as i told my uncle's girlfren, she is one of the noisest pple around...... it would not be THAT fun without her........ went to sch....... saw CHIOGAL!!!!!!!! very very very happy! gave her a hug.... and jessie too........ can u believe it? we went to the wrong bus TWICE, when there were only THREE buses....... so stupid..... but there were no teachers to supervise us..... damn shiok!

reached there and the rain kindaf stopped......... distributed nasi lemak and mineral water and a red raincoat....... helped Z take hers....... then we set off.... the boat ride there was fun........ Z kept telling us that the nearest island was Pulau Ubin and we dint believe her..... and the rocks surrounding it were all granite and a little sedimentary..... helped the others off...... and there was once another bumper boat drove past us...... and made this HUGE wave!!!! we LOVED that! upon reaching there....... Alexis, our guide, took us arnd..... she's very nice...... i like her........ PLS DUN THINK DIRTY!

actually we were supposed to walk throughout the whole thing....... budden, "due to a popular demand", and the consent of our whole group........ we cycled instead........ with me and meryl leading....... alexis in the middle and 2 2/8 gals behind........ we met at the community centre..... where all of us went round and round and round......... then went up this slope..... and WHEEZZ!!!!!!! went down....... we were supposed to turn left somewhere....... and my brakes aren't that gd........ i tried to brake 2m before the turn..... but turned out to be 2m behind the turn instead....... it was VERY DAM fun riding DOWN the slopes..... not UP though....... we had to walk up, pushing our bikes along..... i got quite PISSED with the 2/8 gals who were riding in the tandrem(is it how it's spelt?).... it's a 2-person bicycle....... yah....... and there were oncoming cars and cyclists..... and i keep telling them to keep to their left, they dun wanna listen and keep on wanting to lead........ meryl also got pissed....... after that, we were like wishing they'll get knocked down by a car, then they'll learn their lesson.......... we stopped at a bridge..... and then continued to go to Noorman beach, if i'm not wrong........ there was this clay like thing there....... it was cool! budden my whole shoe sank into the sand........ oh yah..... and the irritating 2/8 gals (not all) fell on the slope coming down towards the beach........ they were sitting down there.... their bike in the middle of the path and they were like telling the others....... "go lah!" so irritating........ and then i had to be the one picking the bike up....... i dunno how many bikes i moved to the side of the road....... and how many times i asked pple to lift up their bicycle stand(SOOOO dangerous...... i got quite pissed over this.....)... and HOW MANY FREAKING TIMES I ASKED PPLE TO KEEP TO THEIR LEFT!!!!!!!!!! went back to the bridge, there was a hut called the Noorman hut, it's a resting place i guess....... we ate our lunch there........ dint have much of an appetite though..... chiogal was like "i feel like a labourer!" and many of us dint take our chicken wing....... cos i felt it was very dirty lorz..... yah...... talked to alexis bout how the filtration system works, and asked her our next destination........ she pointed to the opp side of the bridge..... i was like WOW!!!!! told chiogal that, she was like WAD? meryl dint have any special reaction until i told her AGAIN on our way there.......... went to the quarry..... it was magnificiant....... BEAUTIFUL!!!!!!! we wanted to go and have a better view....... but emily sprained her ankle..... so chiogal and i went up to help....... christine and JW were there too..... chiogal ah.... drop such a BIG blop of hot cream on my hand..... guess we put too much for emily..... she was saying it's very hot and stuff..... she dint wanna bandage..... but in the end.... she did... and i think gretchen took over her bike...... she rode a tandrem with Z..... and jessie went to ride with alexis....... we had to slow down for the others........ but alexis asked Z to go on..... she knows the way..... but me and meryl decided to accompany them....... meryl was shouting "EMERGENCY CASE!!!! SOMEONE SPRAINED HER ANKLE.... " to get pple outta the way......... in just a few mins, we reached the community centre........ thank gosh emily was ok! the others went for a coconut drink....... while chiogal, meryl, sandy and i went cycling again....... with permission from alexis..... for 20 mins....... before that, we cycled 10 KM....... then, we went up this VERY STEEP slope..... and saw a beautiful spider and her kids on the way up.......... then chiogal and sandy decided to juz wheez down the slope and go back..... me and meryl decided not to....... so we went till the Noorman beach..... then cycled back! so in total, me and meryl cycled 17KM........ cool duh? i said we shld go cycling some day together, with Z....... chiogal , if she can stay and cycle some more....... meryl agreed....... we saw this couple..... the guy was not wearing any top.... the gal, a VERY short pair of shorts..... with only her bra..... and it's like only a tiny string..... juz pull it!!!! hahax, i'm sick...... and we both agreed that chiogal shld wear liddat..... went in the opp direction of huay shan at first....... but managed to go past her before she went back!!! it was fun! 7KM in 20 mins........ cool rite? neways, we went back, returned our bikes and went to the jetty that stretched out into the sea....... it was high tide then.... wellz, the tide WAS gettin high........ at first, me and meryl sat at the side..... then we decided to sit right up in front..... it was very wobbly mind u..... and JW at the side.... she was like threatening to push me into the sea..... sheesh! i was so totally freaking out! yah.... and we found some stuff tied to the jetty, pulled it up and saw a net full of crabs....... meryl pulled up another and they said it was fish....... i wanted to see, but in the end it was only rocks....... and i said that the crabs could be put in the sea to live..... and JW laughed at me........ but when the fisherman came, I WAS RIGHT!!!!!!! teehee..... wellz, me and meryl helped to pull the crabs up..... but i started screaming cos the crabs were like touching me!!!! *shudders at the thought..... JW came to join us first.... then i called jelly and asked her to tell everybody that the sea breeze was nice and to come and join us....... asked jessie to come, and she told me she wanted to drink her coconut juice........ humph! then jelly and gretchen came, then chiogal and petrina i think..... then suddenly everybody was there..... when chiogal was making her way here..... i was like, see? everybody so sporty........ except for that stupid JESSICA TAN........ fine! drink ur STUPID coconut juice and JW started laughing like a mad woman........ neways, we went to the information kiosk and alexis explained alot of things to us....... we got most of our answers to the wb booklet from her......... hehex..... went to the jetty(another one, the one where they dropped us).... and talked to this old guy....... he says he oftens comes here... and i told him we were on a geog field trip...... he's not a DIRTY old man........ i'm not defending him or anything lahz........ went back by boat...... ha! this is the nice part....... we were enjoying the breeze and stuff..... and i juz realised there was a sea louse right beside me.... i freaked out and told chiogal....... she was in the next window....... peering outside..... she also dint go near there....... then everybody started sitting down........ or rather, sticking their heads outside...... i wet my hands, and started wiping on everybody.... unexpectedly, a wave broke and splashed right SMACK onto meryl's face..... muahahahahahahah........ so funny....... luckily i wiped onto gretchen and she turned arnd, if not she also geddit... that's wad she said lahz....... and we were nearing the changi jetty...... so it was VERY dirty....... hahaz..... went to get ice-cream..... budden cos ALOT of pple asked me to buy....... like 8 chocolate chip, 1 chocolate and 1 raspberry ripple....... the pple behind were cursing.... i guess it doesn't really pay to be kind..... no lah..... actually it does, but this time is an exception........ juz then, it started to rain AGAIN! so cool..... first, it rained before we came, and rained after we leave........ all went back feeling happy and satisfied....... Z, u shld have taken the bus..... it was a nice trip back to sch..... some dirty talk....... first bout chiogal, which guy tonight, how many for tony tonight...... yah.... then bout petty and coach....... moon and coach....... then, i dunno how in the world, the subject became ME! wad in the world? so nonsense........ they said i got some secret and stuff..... and so unfair somemore, fifi disturb chiogal, she whack ME!!!!! i tickled her back with jessie....... and juz at that time, there was a bump and chiogal jumped, and i mean JUMPED, into the air and landed on jessie....... oww..... that was wad jessie said..... oh yah..... forgot that we(fifi and i) enjoyed the rain with emily..... hahax.... dun worry, i'm not trying to be sarcastic....... reached sch.... talked to kunna..... and sat with bernie and huay shan....... got pissed with shan, so dint wanna bother bout her..... but in the end, i told her i was juz jk..... hahax....... thought that the black mercz(jelly, the one that i told u) was my dad's....... ran there, luckily nvr open the door, if not malu..... cos that was NOT my parents....... sheesh! how dumb can i get? before jessie+gang went home..... they all told me i was very red.... so i went to see..... my whole face is totally sunburnt....... red and black at the places which are not red........ shouted buaiz to the gang..... then after like 5 mins, my dad came..... hiyo.... also dunno how slow the gang walked........ my dad went down the slope they still haven't even reached the bottom....... i waved to them.......

so now i'm back at home....... legs tired like shit budden happy....... feeling dirty(dun think!), really dirty as i touched the seawater, medicated cream and lotsaf other stuff..... but glad that i went for this trip..... i hope i will nvr ever forget this trip to pulau ubin..... which i think i will nvr........ it is most memorable....... i'm very satisfied....... our class dint get split up, no teacher to supervise us on the bus AND during our trip round Pulau Ubin.... which means granite island......... jie..... u shld have come along with us..... pity u couldn't....... i hope there'll be another chance like this..... i've nvr cycled on an excursion before....... with my frenz..... hahax..... chiogal, shld i embarass u online? wellz, i'll think bout it then....... SBSD..... remember wad it means? i guess u do...... going off now..... this is a LOOOONNNNGGG entry..... almost the whole of all the diaries i wrote, since i juz started........ i had a GREAT time today....... thanks alexis and all my frenz who made my day so wonderful........ LUV U ALL..... HUGS!!!!!!

juz finished bathing..... feel so fresh now... i WAS SOOO TOTALLY NOT EXAMINING MYSELF!!!!!!! budden i realised i got socks line, T-shirt line... neck-line, bra-line also have!!! sheesh! now my butt hurts meryl.... can't walk properly....... cycled too much........ and my face is so red AND black! my face feels as if it's some monkey's butt or smth........

it's only 9.15 PM and i'm so tired already! sheesh! my right arm aches, my legs ache like crazy....... my shoulders...... my butt!!!!! my eyes are practically shutting by themselves..... phew! talking to chye now....... chatted since i think 8....... wondering wad we're chatting....... hahax........ probably a load of rubbish to u all which dun seem at all crappy to us........

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today was quite a day! sonia+carrie and frenz really pissed mrs chua off manz....... then had maths quiz..... i know how to solve........ juz dunno how to draw the stupid graph for the simultaneous equations.......... then had double lit......... quite interesting........ budden quite boring also..... during recess, we played the 'tony's no of one night stands' game....... in the end we played like real basketball, and the result was 9.... chio gal and pamster, dun jump WITH the ball....... hahax....... then had science........ then eng and the stupid zuo wen ban........ but very funny lahz........ the lao shi is from shanghai....... and their slang is ha..... instead of lahz and lorz in S'pore.......... i giggled so much with pamster and kk i couldn't stop........

training was quite ok...... til' stupid yousuff asked us to have a logbook!!!! she's mad manz....... sheesh! we're not in guides!? so irritating....... towards the end more fun..... played with amanda ang, michelle yee and marie....... 3 against me 1..... i'm so proud....... budden if all seniors then mati lah....... dun get me wrong...... amanda and michelle can play..... mostly practised the speed of my movements and smashing........ smashing at marie was FUN!!!!!!! u know wad? there were this 6 little kids....... and i REALLY MEAN little........ so CUTE!!!!!!!!!! the smallest one is the most adorable..... *dreams!!!! they pressed their tiny little noses against the glass pane and looked at how we played....... one of the gals very frenly, she said hello..... and the rest did too........ to me!!!!! so i had a close-up view of the smallest one..... SO CUTE!!!!!!!!! he's got BIG eyes, and double eyelids....... nice features.... all the facial features very small..... then got quite a broad forehead....... then so small only!!!!! when he sat down..... he wasn't like the others........ dun care type..... he sat properly........ legs together, hands by his side........ ADORABLE!!!! i'm going crazy......... but he's SO CUTE!!!!!!!!!!! i would say that he's pretty..... really!!!!! ask ken li if u dun believe........ they came back again after training........ they said bye bye to me!!!!!!!!! so cute!!!!!!!!! oh i like, LOVE fridays....... then i can go and see them!!!! YAY!!!!!!!! throughout the rest of the time i was playing, i kept saying that they're so cute until amanda and michelle asked me to WILL YOU JUST SHUT UP!!!!!!!????????

now i'm home..... ate noodles for dinner....... it was yummy........ preparing stuff for geog field trip tml........ quite excited bout it........ hope everything will turn out fine........ but wif pple like chio gal and pamster ah........ difficult lah......... i can't even get the basketball to come to me....... so i hafta jump with it........ muahahahahahhaah........ i'm so bad! but today was damn fun!!!!! had fun disturbing u too, jie..... teehee....... i'm in a gd mood today!!!!!!!

about 2230.... AHHHHHH!!!!!!! *SCREAMS!!!!!!!! there was this cockroach on my bed..... and it could fly...... wth, it flew onto me!!!!! i totally lost it and started screaming like a mad woman....... i couldn't help it........ sheesh! juz now so tired, budden now i dun dare to sleep.........

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sheesh! been busy lately....... couldn't come online....... stupid chye..... humph! i dun wanna change........ last night, ms saedah and i talked bout SOMEONE........ i wonder who manz...... *glaring at jelly....... somebody hides in the cupboard....... today in bad mood! i dunno y also....... juz dun wanna talk i guess......... so that shld ans ur question, jie............. gtg.........

back at home..... juz now went to pray.... today's the b'dae of the goddess of mercy....... when we were driving along hougang, there was this IDOTIC black car, its FREAKING driver cut from the third lane to the first(the one my mum's driving), without even signalling that he was gonna filter..... i shouted at the top of my voice, 'OOOOOOIIIIIII!!!!!!!!!' and my mum, panicked but managed to swerve nearer to the left side without hitting the kerb........ stupid, freaking, damned guy! dunno how to drive one! so dangerously........ juz this morn, me and my mum saw a badly-smashed car on our way to sch....... the front was really horrible.......

me doing alot of shit crap! haiz....... sians! i hope tml/any other day won't be like today, dun u think so jie? but the science lesson was FUN! okok, dun bash me up........ cos i only did 3 times and i got the 2 diagrams drawn and correct! hurray! ok, i'll shuddap! hiyo! got so many things to study for geog......... die liao lah........ kunna!!!!!!! help! sheesh! i'm so lame.... gtg.......

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juz missed gillian i guess.... couldn't come online abit earlier........ cos mum on the com....... did more hw this morn....... budden still haven't finished leh....... sheesh! why must have so much hw........ going out later....... probably to buy a new bag....... i know i know....... i'm ALWIZ buying bags....... but oh wellz..... that's me! hahax....... lame....... dun think i'll be able to come on later liaoz........ cos got hw to finish....... budden maybe........ still got home-ed hw....... sheesh.......

that was at 2+...... now's 10+ at night....... i'm back again..... got my new bag....... it's nice.... and a pair of orange shorts....... yeah..... i know....... budden it's nice........ when i walked out of the fitting room..... it was like everybody staring at me..... sheesh! neways, got new pencil box also......... budden bought it with my own money........ luckily mum dunno....... if not she's gonna scream! trying to do geog and eng at the same time........ budden my mind's on how to play the guitar........ dun whack me cos i bought so many things k..... it's seldom i go out.... as most of u know....... gtg finish HW again! sheesh!

now's 12.... and only me and jie online..... and 2 other guyz....... we're keeping each other going..... both doing hw........ and both left with geog and readers' digest....... wish us luck!

the time is 3.35am........ i'm going off to sleep..... i'm only left with readers' digest thank god! and abit of home-ed......... budden nvm, at least i did some....... sheesh! i'm gettin' giddy and nauseous.............. gtg....... bye!!!

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today's saturday...... i woke up at 0830..... then went back to sleep again...... sheesh.... then woke up at 11........ then had breakfast........ then studied till 2+....... played some guitar........ went back to studying at 4-5....... until 6+......... then had barbercue had dinner......... so full........ played more guitar and organ then came online........ sheesh! wad a boring day! juz learnt from kk how to pluck..... actually wanted to wait and see whether jie and some frenz will come online........ budden i think it's too early..... mum needs the com........ so i gtg..... so much hw.... stupid teachers........ pressure..... stress..... sheesh....... need to go do MORE HW!!!!!!!! i hate hw.....

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today dint run cos' got training....... yah....... so today's pretty much normal....... except now we have mrs chua as our ME teacher!!!! HURRAY!!!!! kunna dint come for geog today........ dunno y also........ she drove off like 5 mins before lesson supposed to start........ everybody was quite happy larz..... cos alot of them dint finish doing their geog hw........ then had double lit....... quite ok....... except that i was gettin' a bad headache towards the end of the lesson........ need to concentrate on wad's shanthi's saying........ taught jie how to draw graph and stuff........ she knows liao!!! then did some meaningful things during recess........ yah........ went back late....... budden mrs tan also nvr come....... then eng- shanthi wanted the first 2 to present....... then qian kun was absent today......... so i'm the 3rd one........ i totally freaked out....... so afraid that she wld call me to present........

went for training....... toa payoh west CC quite nice lah......... cos got abit of air-conditioning....... played with the seniors mostly......... and both pau and marie(eps marie) have gone bonkers! they kept smashing down....... and i dunno y, but all the balls go to me......... almost di-ed........ saw jayne and reena and pamela and avis(dunno how to spell, sry!) and some other gals playing basketball......... then it started raining so heavily......... and i had to walk out with so many bks cos the diff hw need to use tb and wb......... sheesh! wad's wrong with the teachers? neways, waited for arnd 15 mins..... in the rain, with an umbrella, my bag, shoe bag, and a ton of books........ went to my aunt's house....... learnt quite some stuff frm my younger cousin on how to play the 'gu zhen'........ it's some old china musical instrument.........

juz came back not long ago......... drifted off to sleep at my aunt's house......... then mum woke me up........ then became wide-awake......... so played the guitar when i came back........ so yah... wanted to come online to see if there was anyone wld would chat with me (OBVIOUSLY not....... referring to some PARTICULAR person!).......... so juz update also........ 2330 now........ gtg....... if my mum knows i'm online........ i'm gonna be mincemeat.........

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today ah......... lemme think....... ran 15 rounds! forced myself the last 2........ and dint take breakfast..... and jie was like *open her eyes REALLY HUGE!!!!! i knew she wanted to scold me..... hahax....... had double eng......... i so freaked out......... i was afraid that she will ask us to present today! phew! she dint remember......... then had EP........ the last ten mins the nicest....... hahax........ i'm so lame.......... sheesh....... (i recently grew to like this word alot!) went to buy three PE t-shirts....... then ate recess so fast i was so full......... then ran upstaird to play the guitar........ hey! i can play already....... some songs only......... then had that irritating zhen lao shi again........ today greet her twice! the had maths......... so difficult......... yap got most of us quite confused.......... budden she quite cute lahz........ "I DUN CARE!!!! I'M GONNA USE 4CM I UNIT!!!!" ha! she so lame........ then had science......... i managed to draw out the last one all by myself(i'm so proud!) and then the joyful thing was pamster got her prac rite!!!!!!!!! hip hip hurray!!!!!!! love u tan aye ling........ thanks for giving permission to help pple with some stuff........ phew! i was so afraid she won't allow know........ (talking to particular pple, but i dun wanna point them out)

went back home........ had fried noodle for lunch then played the guitar for quite awhile......... till my mum screamed at me.......... then i went to bathe and do geog.......... then after i finished geog i played the guitar again........ except now i playing 'let the heavens rejoice' and 'did u ever talk to god above'....... finger hurts........

oh yah........ got sad news........ when i heard from my mum when she drove me home that my dad left already(some of u know wad i mean)....... i felt like crying.......... budden got a hold of myself when my grandma told me that i'll hafta take care of the family while my dad's not around.......... *sighs....... i'm so depressed........ somebody....... anybody........ gimme a hug.... i'm so .......... dot dot dots!!!! better go finish my geog website thingy........ depressed......... gtg, bye!

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sheesh! wad is wrong with the stupid connection........ i lost my whole entry.......... argh!!!!! nvm........ i shall say briefly then........ saw xie lao shi yesterday........ gym competition going on......... and she was screaming her head off calling my chinese name........ as if she nvr see me in 10 years.........

ran a total of 22 rounds today.......... 10- morn run....... 12- PE......... i'm so proud i finished all the rounds(i know i know, some of u did too......... but not my jie though) had this sucky chinese course teacher who made us greet her like 3 times........ bo liao........ she spoke in chinese and translated to eng....... trying to show off that she's billingual(however's it's spelt) or wad........ as if we dun understand wad's she's saying.......... enough of that woman.........

maths was damn boring man......... yap kept teaching us how to read the map when helen tan already did that.......... sian! everybody was like sleeping......... art was FUN!!!!!!!!! that's a rare comment from me....... i seldom think so......... but today was very fun......... we had to make this potato thingy......... and wil-kie tan was damn thick-skinned today.......... and u know wad? i accidentally(i swear, pls dun disturb me) threw the piece of clay onto wil-kie tan's butt!!!!! so maluating........ i dabbed quite a no of times the clay onto jie........ eps the wet one........ haha......... she tried to do that to me too, but failed.......... dunno whether it's luckily or unfortunately, cos during assembly she sat behind me.......... i was tortured..........

then jie had to rush to the librarians' meeting.......... i know JW is one........ but dint know jie's the other one........... went with jessie and pamster to the bookshop......... got my notebook and graph paper.......... helped chio gal to take her stuff....... budden she took it back herself....... went back home........ played the guitar for very long......... then did theory while watching tv........... and played the organ before lesson......... today ms saedah and i talked bout jelly! dun get mad k? two PSs........ dun whack me! owwww......... gtg already......... will type more tml! i hope i can come online........

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last sunday was the carnival...... thank gosh it's done now..... i dint really get to like enjoy it lah.... budden it was quite fun..... cos i helped sharlene with some odd jobs here and there........ we were carrying the yam cakes........ and before reaching the stall....... a lady walking in the opp direction told us that the box was splitting!!! sharlene and i were like OH MY GOSH..... when we almost reached there, sharlene almost gave up and dropped everything......... budden we managed to geddit done........ the most memorable thing was the dunking machine......... i saw ms shanthi and mrs lee get dunked......... and dunked christiana and sum guy, both with the second shot......... the guy was rather huge lorz......... and all who tried to dunk him were guyz.......... i was the only gal.......... the first shot dint get him.......... it hit the board behind........ and 'BOOM!!!!'.......... everybody was like 'WHOA'!!! this gal has alot of strength......... and second shot he went into the water........ YIPEE!!!!!!!! so fun! dun laugh or anything......... hung arnd with my jie most of the day...... saw sherwin, SHERMAN(i detest this name man) and sum guy....... and caroline and lien........ stayed for a while with jessie and Z too......... went arnd selling drinks in the hot sun with fifi.......... in the end go back home got nose-bleeding.......... got scolding from both my jie and aunt.......... oh yah........ saw jie's godma and joy too.......... saw pau quite a no of times......... and marie(cos i whacked her) and wen li/ ken li......... and that stupid huay shan........ drank some disgusting drink cos there was too much water......... and the jelly drink was the worst( Z & jessie u shld know)........ tell u more the next time........

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this is marie invading

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