heyz......... i did a really stupid thing....... i tagged wrong stuff..... i'm so sorry celine....... *sobs.... i dint mean it........ today was teachers' day! bz day....... really really fun day........ went to paly netball....... played dunno how many quarters(7 mins) i played........ alot i guess........ sheesh....... sucked at play GK....... can't defend a shit........ until angie and wen li taught me....... then in the end they decided i be GA....... yay! i like GA....... so fun...... i scored most of the shots........ reason being angie alwiz passes the ball to me..... neways, according to somebdoy i forgot who.... we dint play ka ba di....... so we only won for netball........ yay! i actually played GS for awhile also....... but i think i'm better at both moving and shooting........ not juz shooting or juz moving..... sheesh..... it was really fun........ except for the part where we won green house 1-0....... first game and nicole went well done! and was like ran and hugged me....... shouting all the way....... i bet everyone was looking at me lorz....... i felt SOOOOO maluated!!!!!!!!! flamingo juz said they won for ka ba di too........ woo!!!! go blue! thanks gosh....... we got second for overall........ it was really really fun lorz....... except that starting i dint know how to play and control my strength since i was alwiz playing basketball........ adapted after a while....... i learnt so much more bout netball........ the pick-up sticks were SO BIG!!!! okie..... after we scored and won the yellow house pple........ we were cheering like mad lorz....... i actually got a hug from meryl........ surprised? jealous? haha....... for the benefit of those who don't know this side of meryl........ she doesn't like hugs........ also.... from wen li, shanthi and teo peng suan too........ wait, christiana and emily and denise(she was feeling quite awkard..... budden i hope it was ok?) and jessie....... waah....... so many hugs in one day........ but it's nice lahz....... then after netball went to give teachers their prezzies..... ermz........ someone kissed somebody and i was totally freaked out........ i was SOOO that she'll do the same to me....... fif and weilin yeah yeah........ i was really freaked out........ shanthi wasn't wearing specs and she was wearing her fav colour top........ PURPLE!!!!!!! haha........ i still think teo peng suan very nice......... btw, those pple who couldn't find yap..... emily and i saw her after sch....... neways, when i gave ms neo, she was like, "OH!!!!!!! u still remember!!!!" i was like errrr........ obviously! dunno how many times i walked to st raphael's and back....... how many times i walked up the stairs, and how many laps i actually ran in the naetball courts........ gosh........ luckily it's a friday........ thanks god that it didn't rain........ oh....... and me, jelly and emily played basketball....... caem back until now only did abit of maths and played music....... i actually let emily hear me play over the phone.......... normally i dun wan, even if the person asks me to....... i was in a gd mood........ dun think kiaz........ that's bout all i guess....... need to go off liaoz........ nitez.....

oops....... missed smth out........ shanthi was like give hug to almost eveyrbody........ then fifi weilin came wif me....... so she hugged both of them too....... fifi was like errrrr......... then shanthi went to the door and a gurl said happy teachers' day ms shanthi and wanted to hug her....... shanthi was like nah, dun wan! and juz walked inside........ so horrible........ i mean, i think she's a teeny weeny bit biased........ pau, if u're reading this, pls dun kill me....... yeah i know..... she's the bestest of the bestest ok....... yeah yeah....... gtg now.......

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helloz..... i'm really sry pple........ haven't been coming online..... got back chinese...... got 80 and 1/2 upon 100........ not that fantastic, in my point of view....... neways, today was quite fun..... went up the stiars once more cuz mrs tan said we were too noisy........ then this group of 9 of us were allowed to go into the science lab....... the rest were still too noisy....... and da jie so poor thing........ had to go and stand 2 pillars away from the chatting gurlz....... haha....... did experiment wif clara....... dint feel veyr well...... felt naseous and dizzy and weak........ i hope i'm not falling sick........ i can't fall sick........ i still haf stuff to catch up........ pple came over to ask..... so sweet........ clara, da jie-emily, er jie-grace, meryl, denise, fifi, dalvin, amanda, sondra, qian kun..... sry if i missed anybody out........ had sandwich for lunch......... dun haf much of an appetite though..... stayed back wif dalvin.... and carrie........ and kk..... did maths sums........ proud that i was able to solve it after much thought...... like carrie said; jiao jin nao zhi........ muahahahaha........ i'm going bonkers........

haiz....... should i type shld i not? i haf lotsaf things to say.......... budden alwiz after i type i delete it b4 i post......... i decide to leak abit of my thoughts inside this psot........ i keep seeing pple ride bicycles on the road and in sch........ it kindaf reminds me GREATLY of the incident.......... i'm getting really sick and tired....... i'm trying to forget......... budden it gets stuck in my head....... esp when i alwiz see mrs nicholas and ms shanthi......... yesterday we had assembly........ b4 we went in, she wanted to talk to me..... i got so bloody freaked out........ i was in shock........ i was so afraid she would scream at me again......... fortunately, it turned out fine........ i've been having lotsaf migrains and lack of sleep caused dizzness and loss of appetite........ i think i'm gonna die soon........ i'm serious........ sheesh........ better say this b4 it's too late........

luv u all pple......... esp my family........ esp my sisters....... and kids, mum....... yah....... haiz........ dun do stupid things like me....... anything, destress....... need any help wif ur studies........ i'm alwiz there....... even if i'm not that gd at that subject, i'll try my best to help........ i will be here no matter wad.........

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sry pple i dint update for so long..... budden wellz..... so much has happened as u guyz know....... and i can't help feeling lost........ i muz really thank all of u who cared....... cared to ask, cared to help...... a very big THANK-YOU to pamster, who was readily there....... and da jie- emily....... and er jie- grace, tulip, celine, JW, qian kun, weilin, lam lam, chin chye, dalvin, jelly, nicole, ms shanthi(i guess so), ms teo(jun ling), MRS CHUA(jessica), i'm sry if i missed anybody out kiaz........ thanks to all of u and any other who thought but juz dint say it out......... thanks alot........ i owe u all....... and pamster, i sincerely tell u thanks once again....... u're really nice to be there for me....... oh yah....... and marie....... u were there too....... thanx....... i would not like to tell that horrible experience again..... it's been living in the back of my head since the incident....... i'm really freaked out, as most of u saw..... gosh........ shan't dwell on it....... nitez pple.......

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slept in the afternoon today....... really tired.... cuz last night slept late....... *glares.... juz jk......... i grew! by 1cm....... that's alot kiaz....... i took so long to grow....... irrits.... today during P.E........ JW was the first to reach, me second, Z third, emily fourth....... and the stupid late pple took a bloody THREE mins to get down......... and naomi ong made us run 1 round for every 15 sec we were late....... that's so unfair lorz....... she everytime also late herself........ humph....... tried playing baseball, i mean softball....... but, wadda, the ball wasn't even soft lorz...... owww......... i got hit by it....... it shld be called HARD ball........ please, celine, if u would excuse urself........ this morn ran 15 rounds, P.E. ran 16 rounds(as far as i know, me, chiogal, emily, amanda, gretchen, i think jessie also, finished all 16..... i'm proud!)........ yesterday coach nvr say need to run, but i felt like it anyways, so ran 10 rounds at TPSH....... i was turning numb and had this horrible stitch during 1 and 1/2 rounds frm the finish....... i was telling myself, 1 more round, 1 more round........ sheesh........ shld i go for training tml? shld i not? i'm can't decide........ today during art........ the whole family bully me! humph! horrible....... esp the mother, tok to her, she tell me that boy so poor thing....... and ask me to keep quiet and watch the show........ so morbid........ siao one.... and somemore, the others wanna watch it again? gawd....... i got so much stuff to study i dunno how to begin........ haiz........ 4 and 1/2 more weeks to eng SA..... then bout less than a month to all the others......... better study hard..... oh yah.....

HAPPY 14TH B'DAE AMANDA!

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b'daes r coming........ not mine unfortunately....... alamak! tml got home-ed test....... surely die one........ errr....... now i dun dare to type nonsense on my blog....... juz in case mrs tan comes to visit it one fine day........ a gurl had sum muscle cramps or wadeva frm stress....... so mrs tan dint go thru units 3&5 wif us........ today's training was ok........ except i dint get to play much....... all that flamingo's fault........ btw, besides maria, i dun think anyone knows this yet......... so yah........ wen li's the flamingo........ reason? long legs........ wadeva, maria started it first........ and we were discussing how a flamingo sleeps........ props one leg up and put it's 'wings' over its head........ OUCH! dun whack me..... okok........ let's get back........ 4 1/2 more weeks to the start of the exams- starting from tml......... celine, i'm so sry........ budden i hafta remind u all........ BUCK UP PPLE!!!!!!!! and to myself, pull up ur socks.......... *everyone starts bending down and (i really mean) pulling up their socks........ finished my asssignment in sch....... budden got art to finish..... so yah....... gtg now pple....... study hard........ today da jie and er jie bully me! *sobs..... and hana and mother also gang up against me......... *WAAAHHHH!!!!!!!

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yesterday came online to do bloody geog and attendance........ surprisingly, i came online and nvr even visit anybody's blog........ record manz..... today presented nonsense.......... muahahaha........ but at least that's one less thing to worry bout........ i thot kunna was gonna scold us when we told her, me and emily, that we stayed up till 12+ to finish up the geog........ instead, she said that we were very determined and v gd and stuff........... mad one! deciding wad present to buy........ gawd....... i got no time to update........... i think only after exams then u'll see my entry as long as b4.......... as for now......... i haf no time........ work is piling up.......... and it's 5 weeks to the exams.......... gd lucks pple........ and study hard!

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couldn't come online yesterday....... u see....... we had science ca today....... got training somemore....... so no choice......... haiz....... all double periods....... boring..... forgot much of wad that has happened..... short memory freak! only remembered EP we made pulp..... quite disgusting..... budden quite cool too....... did maths hw during chinese again.... as usual........ i nvr listen to her..... my chinese gonna fail..... at least last year i listened to lao shi........ supposed to meet maria and then see yusoff in the morn....... she dint come..... neither was yusoff there....... pissed me off.... then after sch.... petty asked me to see yusoff wif her..... then she dint turn up......... thanks alot....... budden one gd thing: i managed to get into the staff room........ all the teachers table so messy..... and yvonne ng was eating........ yusoff apologised to her..... guess wad she said...... she said:" oh nvm....... she's a gd gurl..... " i could have dig a hole and stayed inside manz....... so embarassing....... went to train the cca team....... went to TPSH with denise and mavis........ and amanda soh and ghislaine..... pau has super memory manz..... she could tell me all i had to learn for science........ gawd...... denise also, so smart! sheesh..... left early....... was raining super heavily........

k..... let's talk bout today....... mrs chua said give us one period to study then continue wif ME........ budden in the end we got to study both periods........ i think she gave up on us........ before the first period ended........ i felt horrible..... the whole morn........ wanted to puke....... bad headache........ gawd........ thot i was gonna die......... managed to survive it by sitting wif pamster and laughing it all out....... too much stress lahz........ laughter is the best medicine........ had maths(BORING!!!!!!! *YAWNS).... then double lit........ was enuff to kill all of us......... and recess studied science........ surprisingly, for once, pamster was NOT wif her pink file....... went to class........ had science ca immediately...... budden not that well done lahz........ for me, cos the stupid articles........ read all except those 2, and those 2 had to come out........ rite......... enuff bout that..... had the zuo wen ban....... lao shi suddenly so nice........ she decided to let us go home and ponder bout the topic(which i'm very sure no one will bother to, except maybe kk and vivian..... ), next week then write....... cool rite? neways, ate wif kk..... played guitar....... went for training....... today training did lotsaf footwork on leg muscles..... then for pau, moon, shan and me hand also....... cos we used the bloody heavy squah racket to do lifting....... played game after that....... quite fun though....... altho like lamb said, our group's not gonna win one lorz....... walau..... took all my badminton stuff down wif me for chinese compo........ then realised i supposed to ask my group members to do research on meanders and give it to me........ need to convert into ppt....... haiz....... am i giving myself too much pressure? i still have the badminton cca and sch team attendance to update......... petty offered to help....... but i rejected....... i think i stress myself out too much........ now i'm dead tired........ gtg sleep..... nitez everyone.......

EVERYONE LISTEN UP......... THOSE WIF WINDOWS XP AND 2000..... KINDALY DO NOT COME ONLINE TML..... THERE'S A BLASTER WORM VIRIUS GOING ARND..... PLEASE COOPERATE..... FOR THE OTHER EDITIONS...... I'M NOT THAT SURE BUT IF U CAN, JUZ TRY NOT TO COME ONLINE..... THANK YOU.......

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HURRAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it worked!!!!!!! WOO HOO!!!!!!!!! thanks denise! luv ya! haha..... i caught this flastered worm virus....... denise taught me how to anti it....... haha....... how lame can i get..... priscilla yesterday kicked some of the praying stuff..... and yesterday was the real opening day........ it was 15th on lunar calendar......... when i prayed, i prayed for her safety too....... budden i said her eng name....... u all can say that i'm really superstitious and stuff........ but when i prayed for u pple, i felt much better........ today arhz..... ok lorz..... juz the usual....... for P.E..... played badminton....... so fun! i'm not gd at it mind u........ today during assembly, dint really listened to ms teo..... juz wandered into my own nonsense thoughts..... so i think rubbish and then felt very very depressed........ tried to hug 'someone'(shall not mention names)..... budden i think i either caught her by surprise or she dint like it or smth like that........ neways, i felt kindaf hurt, i needed someone to destress......... budden i guess it's juz wellz......... dunno how to explain........ haiz........ i know someday the 'someone' will read it........ budden i hope it's ok for her....... i juz wanna say sorry to u....... for causing u to feel awkward or embarassed......... so yah........ haiz....... tiffany, i dint lie..... i really have alot of stuff on my head........ and i dunno which to worry bout....... as in problems....... as for studying........ so much stuff to do i dunno which one to do....... i'll try wad u said....... take one step at a time........ juz choose at random smth and then finish it up, or do the most urgent stuff......... thanks alot......... haha........ i hope i'm ok........ i dun like to stay moody....... seldom in sch lahz........ budden still..... it spoils my day....... i shld try to think less bout those stuff....... budden like i told u da jie, bottle it all up, one day surely BURST!!!!! muahahahaha......... oh yah....... juz a joke..... pamster was learning the different malay commands....... stuff like berakan pu sing! i thought the sing was sing....... as in sing a hymn........ and i was curious......... so i asked JW....... both she and pamster burst out laughing and tried to SING the commands......... reminder: i am NOT a squirrel....... think i won't be able to come on at night....... but really really glad that there's no more virius........ at least the com won't be auto-shutting down again and again....... i tried for like 20 times b4 i got a chance to d/l the stuff to repel the virius.......... and another 10 times before i could install it....... and 1 last time to restart the com and save settings....... i spent like 1 and 1/2 hrs....... gosh....... i hope all ur coms are ok........ if u all r able to read my blog........ means ok liaoz.....

oh yah.... chiogal got 25 and 1/2 upon 27......... highest in class for science ca..... guess y? the issue's on sex....... and my mum bought durians....... asked me to bring upstairs.... i wasn't very careful....... the sharp thorns scratched me..... three parallel lines cut into my skin........ ouch........ there was a thin trail of blood........ but it hurts.... ALOT!

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hey pple...... very very very very freaking tired....... gawd..... today coach REALLY came back....... he went to germany....... became super tanned lorz....... someone likes.... haha..... and he became more muscular in the middle........ i deduced that by juz looking....... not at night or wadeva dirty thoughts u all haf in mind......... today kunna damn farnie larhz........ she siao one........ tried to HYPNOTISE us........ so stupid and retarded....... played volleyball during recess........ oww..... it hurts....... then went wif mich y. amanda a. priscilla p. ermx hui wei, nicole, loads of other pple....... dunno their names....... all from 2/7........ and it's all bernie's fault....... ask her to eat wif me in central dun wan........ so i went wif the 2/7 gurlz........ guess wad? they decided to eat at crystal jade........ the last place i would have gone to......... btw, i learnt a new word, jaded- sian.... so i split wif them and went macs........ neways, on our way to the interchange........ i thot we'll be really loud...... budden there was this bunch of guyz........ even noiser....... gosh....... so noisy........ dammit....... my bloody com got smth wrong....... it keeps giving me a min and then auto shut down........ sheesh....... k....... i'm back........ neways, i thot the guyz who got off the same stop the others got off was kindaf retarded........ waving and waving........ then suddenly i realised that the 2/7 gurlz were waving gd bye to me too....... i was abit embarassed....... it was a whole group of them, waving to me........ neways, someone tell me priscilla's full name..... wadda hell........ the bloody thing's shutting down AGAIN......... i'm getting really pissed........

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helloz..... i'm back again........ today did CIP........ was rather fun lahz....... budden i'd have rathered we chatted more instead of doing stuff....... and the way i did it, so slow! neways, i had alot to write when i came online......... then chatted wif da jie..... sum stuff........ taht really spoilt my day......... dun worry......... da jie, it's not ur fault......... i dun even wanna think bout it......... ti's depressing........ i guess i'm a rather open person.......... i share my problems, my joy, everything.......... juz one thing: i can't write freely on my blog........ wad if my cousin went to read it.......... i'll be dead.......... wellz....... i guess everyone has their own problems........ budden some tend to keep to themselves.......... some pple, like me, bottle everything up........ i know it's not gd........ i know some day i'll go mad......... i'm juz waiting for that day........ but before that happens, i'm glad that i still haf frenz round me and certain family members that shows that he/she cares.............. i need to enjoy life now....... before i lose my sanity........ gawd i'm repeating myself......... cooped up in the house........ tell u smth....... i totally dun like weekends........ altho i get my rest......... i miss all u guyz out there........... dun like to stay at home......... 'caged bird in springtime'......... STOP THINKING SHERMEEN LIM!!!!!!!!!!! i think i'm losing more of my sanity as i think more........ better stop this nonsense........ go to sleep......... do my work........ wadeva....... juz keep my mind off the topic........ i need smth to keep me bz....... when i'm bored, i'll think bout it......... ok....... i guess it's time to stop......... if not i'll really become insane........ see u at woodbridge, celine and maria......... tifi too........

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k........ nvr update for quite long liaoz..... cuz by the time i finished going to everybody's blog, it's late....... maybe i shld juz update first.... haha..... yesterday was NATIONAL DAY!!!!! wow..... *bored look....... haha..... did art........ and went to meet dad's colleague in the night....... dunno wad watch the fireworks........ so stupid........ go there for 2 hrs, missed the NDP show and watch 5 sec of fireworks........ ARGHH!!!!! i wanted to read....... humph........ had mass on fri........ pretty ok i guess, since we dint sit in the sun......... surprisingly, jessie dint go round hugging everybody........ when fifi hugged da jie, she was juz bout to fall off........ haha....... juz jk........ for those who dun remember, da jie's emily......... er jie's grace....... san-jie's gillian- choo......... did our patchwork......... i know everyone's nicer than mine........ esp Z and er jie's......... see larh........ when i came online i had lots to write bout....... now i forgot everything....... *sobs....... er jie's bullying me....... and da jie's doing NTH to help........ both of them r in cahoots........ oh yah........ went for the netball thingy on thurs... very sucky........ s'pore lost to malaysia 29-69......... OMGOSH........ FORTY marks........ i shan't dwell on it......... no face..... had a nice chat wif denise after the match........ today's my grandma's b'dae....... not really lahz....... budden they celebrate today....... oh yah....... yesterday i woke up at 550 in the morn........ couldn't sleep, went online and chatted wif gillian........ had the instant pizza for breakfast........ then read read read.......... haven't finished my hw....... gonna do in a while........ i feel so playful nowadays........ no concentration to study..... how how? i'm gonna DIE if i continue liddat......... serious.... haiz....... i wasn't like that at the start of the year........ juz the opp........ get back on track........ someone help me.......... gtg do hw liaoz.... maybe i'll come on again later.....

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dint REALLY die fer P.E..... but over-strained AGAIN cos of lauren and tiffany....... and zelina wanted to put the wet ball on me....... screamed so loudly......... embarassing.......... all the 'gu niang's sit dere and talk....... haiz........ so boring......... had the bloody maths ca which pissed me off so much......... i shan't tok bout it........ got muscle aches everywhere! DUN THINK FOR CHRIST SAKE! lam2, dun b so bad lorz....... i was only telling carrie where it hurts........ i'm not doing ANYTHING to her.........

thot i had music lesson....... spent so much time practising........ then in the end she got guitar concert.......... neways, i played beauty and hte beast........ i'm lame........ i play alot of disney songs........ cuz they're nice........ nicer than most classicals......... enuff bout music......... still haven't finished maths....... die larhz....... heck with maths........ YAY! tml got pple run wif me....... oh yah........ now i have another jie- emily! she's the eldest, then grace, then gillian, then me! i'm da youngest.........

i'm in a conversation wif the first two sis......... i think we're going off the track......... we're talking nonsense......... hahax..... tml got netball champs against malaysia........ go s'pore........ win them......... stupid water news driving me crazy....... neways, gtg soon....... mum's nagging.........

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today's training wasn't that gd lahz....... quite boring..... coach dint come in the end......... aren't u all sad? wen li, moon and petty? hahax....... bet u aren't, cos u're seeing him now as i am typing........ over did it again....... please dun think lorz........ as in overstretched AGAIN......... okok......... i know u pple r gonna kill me budden in the end i'll say it......... played wif pau singles....... ran all over the court........ so yah........ quite a no of times almost fell....... there was one time really bad, my left leg just buckled under me......... luckily nvr fall......... haiz....... tml got P.E........... surely DIE one........ lol........

actually wanted to do art after sch........ then that stupid wil-kie tan of a person had a 'private' talk wif one of the gurls(poor gurl!)......... told us to come back at 11........ in the end we all juz went out........ went to novena, ate at long johns......... then so irrits......... stupid meryl......... took my pic........ and still dare to say wad 'why dun u want everybody to see ur cute lil' face?' *pukes....... i? cute? u jk? was really pissed and started shouting at the TOP of my voice, and i mean it....... EVERYONE was looking at me........ but i was too pissed to notice till everybody was like 'SHHHHHH!!!!!!!!'........ then went to walk arnd......... saw this BIG collage......... nice lady asked me to take......... budden i was like it's so big........ can't even see my face....... hahax.......... neways, went over to united square.......... me and emily went to the washroom......... and lost our way........ MUAHAHAHAHA!!!! actually not really lahz........ it's juz we went to the ground level one, it was stuck or smth......... so we went second level....... i thot will be at the same place, juz one level up, but i was wrong......... hai........ then guess wad? saw crystal inside the washroom......... and she was like 'oh, HI!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SHERMEEN!!!!!' oh gawd! i could have dieded(celine, u taught me this....)....... so embarassing....... and christiana and sondra and christine were like 'is that u shermeen? HI SHERMEEN!!!!!' i felt retarded......... neways, it was damn cold without the others......... emily so skinny........ then we went to this bookstore......... and saw alot of dragonlance books...... i was like wadda.......... stayed there for a while till emily reminded me that they were waiting for us....... went out only saw them........ i guess grace muz have been like 'where in the world did those two go?' hahax......... then i put the blame on emily by saying 'it's all emily's fault lahz........ she brought me to the wrong place' or smth liddat one......... then denise, clara and emily went back to sch........ me, Z, jie and tulip(flower!) went to J8........ took neoprint(it sux cos i was inside...)... then cos got time........ so went to jie's house........ me and tulip only......... Z took bus from bishan interchange.......... i felt like some criminal.......... cos jie went up to check whether her dad's home........ then tulip and i waited at the foot of the stairs......... coast clear........ we went up........ me and tulip were like WHOA!!!!!!! her house was like filled with musical instruments........ so gd....... her dad likes music so much......... k..... shan't go into details....... guess she'll kill me....... bed? hmmm......... oh....... and she plays the piano really well......... pro manz........ go jie! haha, i'm lame......... tulip plays well too........ i'm the only idiot......... that dunno how to play........... heng ah....... jie decided NOT to accompany me for training......... YAY!!!!! phew! it was a relief........ tulip so nice........ she walked wif me all the way into the sports hall then she left.......... thank you! thanks kiri! oh yah........ at the guides association, the flags were not taken down........ all drenched........ hehe......... person-in-charge, u're in for a scolding.......... played guitar and ALL (almost) the different songs........ for organ, think it sux cos it's like so easy........ haiz........ only wif the stupid pedal.......... i told my teacher bout it.... she was like ask ur frenz to play WIF the pedal lah, they think it's easy rite? wadeva.........

think i really gtg now...... if not i'll be dead......... hahaz....... nitez everyone...... btw, i have most of the stress symptoms, how? hahax....... u all better help me cope with stress or think of a way.........

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yay! i got my gold!!!!! 24 pts..... 2As- sit-ups and 2.4........ 2Bs- sit and reach and shuttle run....... 2Cs- incline pull ups and standing broad jump........ gosh! u won't believe it......... but i tried too hard to get A for sit and reach......... too ambitious......... so sprained BOTH my thigh muscles......... i know........ it's a very stupid thing to do......... thought i won't be able to make it........ but in the end can lahz......... although now cannot really walk......... and i DETEST the stairs.......... thanks to everybody who helped me......... thanks to all those who bothered to come and ask me how i felt......... pple like celine(thanks for helping me take my bag... but i forgot to ask u to take my food down), zelina, PAMSTER!(thanks! luv ya!), grace(hope u're feeling ok.......), emily, denise, mavis, petty, meryl, weilin, jun chyi(see? i'm nice....... hope ur stomach's ok now.......), jessie tan, wong, qian kun, TIFFANY!(thanks alot manz........ u helped me up and down the stairs.........), amanda, ms yap, ms shanthi, lao shi(cheng), sondra, jelly, dalvin, everyone else i missed out........ sry.......

chinese ca was damn sucky........ dun know how to do half the paper......... minus dunno how many million marks already......... sheesh! pft was really a horrible experience........ esp this year....... i sprained both thigh muscles at the FIRST station......... but managed to get through all the others......... although my thighs are on the verge of breaking down completely already......... i hope everyone won't nag at me lorz.......... bad experience........ need to go study maths......... or rather, DO maths........

i almost forgotten......... chiogal and kk tml gonna receive prizes........ celine, dun galek ah....... malu one leh........

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whoa! i slept at 8+ yesterday......... so freaking tired......... phew! i'm still tired.......... and my muscles r breaking......... i dunno how's that gonna happen but neways......... guess wad? i've got a NEW guitar!!!!!!!! MUAHAHAHAHA! so happy........ mummy won't tell me the price....... who cares neways? can tell that it's ex by juz looking at the quality of the wood....... chatting wif emily now........ talking bout sports and other stuff........ clara........ gimme ur e-mail or blog or smth? then can tell u? amanda, read wad clara said....... that was wad it was supposed to mean........ jelly! u're so horrible....... nvr tag my board......... chin chye, muz i really really kill u then u're satisfied? pamster, ur arms aching too? hahax......... gtg pple....... gonna try out some song christiana keeps playing.........

haiz..... juz went through some pics i took during the last day of sch........ really sad....... brought back many memories.... some not worth mentioning....... others i longed for..... then at the class photos we took this year....... wondering wad changes i've undergone......... and which frenz have left and which new frenz am i having now......... i'm not referring to anybody....... juz general........ and there's a 101 things going through my head......... want to say it all out but can't.......... juz wondering......... why do stuff alwiz happen to me? why me? haha....... it's not easy, taking the path i was forced to take....... sheesh! i'm very stressed....... i better do something bout it........ i sound as if after i poured out all that i needed to say, i'm prepared to die......... muahahaha........ that's a cold and scary laugh.......... gtg study chinese now........ though i think i'm not really in the mood.........

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heyoz pple! i'm back! alive...... muahahaha..... i'm going bonkers...... juz called dalv.... gave her my regards, but through her mum as she was resting..... today so scary....... dalv had her worst cramps yet......... it was really freaky...... she was still laughing so much during ME..... then she was in so much pain she juz had to ask for her chair to be removed....... and she laid down on the floor....... ms shanthi went to get mrs tan....... and called dalv's mum....... went through wif pamster how we were gonna bring dalv down 4 storeys........ then, the infamous xie lao shi, i felt like smacking her right in the face! called others to help........ oh gawd!!! me and tulip were supporting the middle, pamster the back and petty the legs....... it was really difficult to walk like a crab......... down the last 2 flights of steps, me and tulip were DYING......... budden managed successfully to get dalv into the couselling room....... where she felt better......... at least she could laugh....... then jo teo came in..... she was damn cute! hahax..... then mrs tan so nice...... she let me and pamster take our recess....... waited for wad seemed an eternity her mum came and took her back........ such a relief! was SOOO scared during recess know....... waiting by dalv's side........ yet i dunno how in the world am i supposed to help her.........

ate a 'healthy lunch'........ juz fruits lahz....... no appetite........ and guess wad? bernedette tan i'm gonna slaughter u....... now even the seniors know........ not that it is true......... argh!!!! i can't type it out........ then EVERYBODY'll know........... sheesh!!!

during training was quite ok......... except for one part........ *GLARES AT WEN LI!!!!!!!! u and ur good ideas!!!!!!!! crappyfied!!!! *crys....... everybody bullies me! *sobs! k.... gonna eat now....... juz chatted wif the victim........ juz like me! sads....... she dint know........ i had to suffer silent looks pple gave me during training......... gtg eat now........ byez!

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