heyy guys.... sorry bout the last two posts.... under too much stress... haiz.... yeah you're right.... i'm busy with council stuff.... budden not really also.... i'm not exactly busy.... just damn fan... yeah... aiyah..... *sighs* sheesh.... i've got nothing nice to say here... having my chem and chinese ca tomorrow... and i haven't finished my e maths assignments... stupid graphs..... ugh.... wth.... this whole post is just rubbish.... okay wadeva lah.. gtg return back to my studies.... bye...

P.S. to: 'you know who u are'- i will always love you k! =)

__________________________________________

__________________________________________

as if my life is not screwed enough.... u have to make it worse u just had to..... i hope i suffer from a breakdown or smth that can catch your attention... why does life suck so bloody much? coming back from obs.... a week's hw to catch up.... alot to study and read up on.... can't u just let me off for god's sake i beg u.... last time it was that, now it's this.... can't u ever stop all your rubbish??? give me a break k... i'm damn sick and tired of all these.... i tolerated for really long and if it's the usual days i'm fine with it lah.... till now??? it's still like this.... it had never changed.... i need my own private space.... i wanna decide for my own stuff.... this is like really impt to me.... it's not the fame or what-so-ever.... it's the honour.... ah nvm u'll never understand.... since when do u do? who am i kidding? forget it man.... like a great fren of mine said: "dun brood over it..." wellz will be contented with how my sucky life is.... and live on for the sake of my friends....


okie that was a load of rubbish... but i needed to clear my mind.... it's so full of thoughts that i might think it'll burst quite very soon.... hahahaz.... see u peepz around then....

__________________________________________

heyoz!!!! happy national day everyone!!! hope u're all enjoying ur hols... well me back from obs... here goes a summary of it...

day1
we assembled at st mic's canteen... and set off to punggol jetty... it was raining fairly hard... and all of us were half-drenched... we all put our raincoats on and set off in the bumper boats... in high spirits? i dunno... yup realised that i left my wallet in the prefects room and told mrs nics to put it in the office for me... we were the first ijrians to reach there and we saw all the rope obstacles... sheesh it was high... then... when everyone came... we were sorted out into various groups, names like marco polo, columbus, armstrong(dotz), hillary, amundsen, batutta and more rubbish were included... me, petty and priscilla were in batutta... the next part was really boring... had alot alot of briefings.... den... we went off for kayaking... for bout 3 hours we learnt how to kayak... fairly fun lah... i partnered jun hoe(JH), as we were advised to go as a guy-girl thing to be stronger.... learnt how to capsize and to save a capsized boat.... as the weather was still cloudy we dint get a tan.... sadly... pitching a tent was horrible... cuz no matter wad we did for the 4 nights, the tent kept sagging in... aniwaz... we cooked our first outdoor dinner on the beach... ate porridge-rice... they poured in curry chicken... and we ate ikan biris and luncheon meat... jun ren cut himself while handing the cans... den we went to sleep and it was really horrible to have 5 people in a tent... couldn't even turn... priscilla was the best- she slept most soundly and through the night... oh yah.... i present to u our group batutta:-aziz-belinda-david-fadilah-hady-jin hoe(JH)-juliana-jun ren-petrina-priscilla-rizal-shahira-shermeen-shi hui-vicky- and last but not least, our evil but really nice and best instructor~ melissa!!!

day2
we trekked, er actually more like walked to this no water land... supposedly 500m only and we walked right past it lah... walked all the way to some unknown place b4 the instructor sent someone to tell us we went past already.... so stupid right? btw we were supposed to wash the toilets b4 leaving... but the cleaners washed it for us already... hee... i forgot wad we did in the morn... but neways camped in with all the animals and it was really like in a jungle... cooked maggie noodles for dinner.... ohhh forgot to mention we were buddy watch with amundsen- amanda, marianne ch. and felicia were the ijrians there... and while me, pris, pet and shihui were sharing our dinner on a mass tin, alot of amundsens were watching us n we felt so weird we shifted till we were outta their view.... mel said today was the relax day... and from the third day onwards the intensity will be up.... we went to sleep and both on our right and left they were noisy... budden as we debated over who was noiser, i realised that the crickets were the loudest... ppoon laughed so loudly that it was commented on by melissa the next day...

day 3
brushing our teeth was way disgusting... we were spitting all over the plants... and couldn't really clean our faces... haha...we thought it was going to be a long and tiresome way trekking... but in the end we walked really fast with short breaks we reached camp 1 in 40 mins.... it was only till then i went to the toilet... so gross not to be able to go to a proper toilet... ugh... and we set off for rockclimbing... it totally rawks!!! altho i dint finish the first one.... i went for the speed climb but my main aim was to get all the way up... which i did after really long... cos i was stuck... thought i wasn't gonna make it again.... but with everyone's encouragement, i did it!!! so dead after that... had lunch... and btw our breakfast and lunch are all dry rations which consists of bread and biscuits now i'm so sick of them.... went for the rope obstacles... damn freaky sia... there were 3 obstacles and at the second i was so scared i almost cried... oh wellz... i dint do the 3rd... we finished early and played a game describing communication i think... went back and had instant noodles again... fairly ok lah.. this time we added hotdogs and peanuts... jun ren eats ALOT k... he tells us one loaf of bread is wad he normally eats for breakfast and pet said her family takes a whole week to finish... hehe... so then we went to bathe and sleep...

day4
today was our sea expedition day... we were 45 mins behind time... and we set off kayaking... we had to kayak practically arnd the whole of pulau ubin... and it took us 11 hours... we were so sway lah... against current against tide... at the start we were supposed to have a diamond formation... and we travelled really slowly... at our lunch break we were just 1/4 done... which was really pathetic... while we were all dying... the instructors were having a nice time in the speedboat... we kayak like shit, they just breeze past us... and in the midst of the tiring journey... the ijrians were singing and singing... among the songs were shine jesus shine, ij spirit song, caritas and loads more.... yup and when we tried to kayak in the channel, the kayak kept on going left and right so irritating... finally we saw shore and we kayaked furiously.... we were all screaming our heads off... so happy that we reached shore finally.... i had rashes all over.... esp on my thighs.... melissa said it was hives.... still have it on my hands.. so i was the only one allowed to bathe early.... supposed to bring everything outta the store budden the instructors decided to make it the next day.... so we went off to our disgusting make shift tent... it's 1 1/2 the size of a normal tent and we had to squeeze 14 girls in it... with out legs outside... pathetic sia... and we had marianne snoring... felicia sleeptalking... i thought she was fighting with petrina man.... petty asked marianne to shhhh... but obviously she can't hear and amanda found it so ticklish she started laughing with petty till i woke up.... den i woke petty up to go toilet with me.... damn far away and freaky... thighs hurt like mad when i walked.... yup and finally it was morning... i couldn't wait for morning....

day5
and finally... the last day... we cleaned up our store and miraculously, we broke the record.... we dint lose a single thing from the store... shiok lah... no need to pay... and after debriefing and distribution and leftover food rations and certs.... we set off to buy our obs t-shirts.... borrowed money from everyone and nicole y. had fever... so shared cab with her and reached home finally.... was so sad to leave k.... haiz... i miss batutta.... upon reaching home... everyone commented on how black i was.... and one hour later.... i went on a cruise.... sian right? straight after i come back from the sea i go back to it again....

the cruise was rather fun lah... except that i peeled and my lips split... and there's alot of hw... i dun wanna blog bout my cruise anymore.... sick of blogging liao... okies... cya peepz in sch.... take cares!!! love ya... -hugs-

__________________________________________