aiyo!!!!! exams are driving me nuts seriously.... i've stopped doing my e maths tys.... if i dun let all these out i'll go mad....... ok... there's so much homework!!!!! teachers are siao... to pass up on monday: lit essay, ss wb, geog wb, eng compre, a maths mid-year 2003, e maths mid-year 2001, physics mid-year 2003..... others: a maths mid-year 2001 and 2002, e maths mid-year 2002 and 2003..... gawd... how much stuff am i supposed to pass up on monday? this = no time to start revision yet again...

yin shou has started revising alr.... she brought back most of her books.... ethel has already almost all her notes done..... joan studying already... jeslynn FINISHING her studying.... ardo started alr.... walau.... i'm damn tired and damn pissed with myself.... i better start studying.... the thing's i take forever to study..... and like i dunno lah..... i'm even worried bout my maths papers can? ms yap is so irritating..... she told us how difficult she made the paper.... delibrately trying to fail us right? ugh!!!!! i need a place to scream all these out.... place is definitely not home.... not in school either.... used to be during trainings... but now stopped.... damn stressed..... i can't stand it anymore..... i feel like quitting.... but i know i can't....... and i play to win.. i won't give up without a fight..... gawd.... yin shou i'm counting down with u!!! 21 days to freedom! and my birthday.... it seems so faraway yet so near.... and as fast as i wanna get over and be done with mid-years and reach my birthday........ i want these 21 days to pass as slowly as possible so that i can study!!! it's so ironical..... yet it's really how i feel..... i'm feeling really jumpy..... can't sit still once i know that the eng exam is in a weeks' time.... and the other exams in bout say a little more than 10 days? and i havne't started studying!!! omg.... i'm gonna go nuts.... oh no..... i wanna cry........ someone help me!!!!!!!!

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hmmm.... where shall i start? ok... shall talk bout friday.... shan't elaborate on morning.... after assembly had meeting with the prefects on duty for choir concert...... then petty told me if i have time, see mrs low in the AVA room.... i thought it was only for like one period....... but after waiting for the choir gurls to warm-up..... they decided to do a full rehearsal and i found out it was at least 2 hrs long.... witnessed alot of scoldings.... mrs low's nice and fierce at the same time.... hiyo dunno lah..... she kept directing all her questions at me.... and i was the supposed 'VVIPS'..... so the m/c was practically talking to me.... and i kinda think the entire choir knows me alr.... only by face though.... and that's bad enough....... neways... ran all the way back to st Gab's looking for charleen... promised her i'll stay with her for recess.... and it was like half of recess gone... whew! talked to her for a while and wished her all the best..... went up to class.... saw grace +pple outside the toilet as usual..... talked to them and got whacked on the butt.... -_- charleen.... naughty granddaughter.... yupz.... once i stepped into class everyone was like hey shermeen..... where were u the entire morning... hahahahahaha.... i asked them if they missed me and they replied dint.... wadeva..... dun deny k..... i know u all did... muahahahaha........ i'm damn thick-skinned... neways..... i know ah ma missed me the most right? hehe.... and why did u remove ur tagboard..... u ah.... dao me today... i was on duty last night also nvr dao u k.... haha.... then tulip kept telling everyone i fell into the toilet bowl and got stuck.... ??? i dunno how that theory came.... but yah... i dun geddit still.... why did u all keep associating me with yin shou after that??? someone explain? haha joan got so jealous... oh charleen forgot to tell u.... after pe u passed me the letter right? then joan was like who's that.... me: oh that's charleen.... i'm her darling.... joan: huuuuuhhh..... *pouts.... another rival(in chinese).... hahahaha..... ok all u pple reading this..... i'm straight.... dunno whether joan is but i am.... haha..... charleen's PROBABLY straight too..... hahahahahhahaha....... just jk...... know u are lah.... during eng..... ONCE AGAIN.... armstrong picked me out to be scorekeeper..... we were playing a game... yup... and i was soooo bored being scorekeeper and well erm sort of lousy dictionary.... had to spell all the words... which almost half of it i dint know... that's eng.... so sian right? hai... den..... during maths yupperz rushed through the whole of chapter 6.... and yah was trying to grasp wad she said.... and got it..... haha... then sabrina had some question.... went over and helped her.... ms yap was like shermeen why are u over there? me: ermz... she didn't know how to do.... so i'm helping her... thought she was gonna scold me but she dint...... okok..... dun start with the nonsense again k..... saw mrs tan..... rushed off for a quick lunch..... she's still as nice as ever..... she said i've become more matured this year now that i'm a prefect.... i told her that it's really not very fun liao..... cos i'm still playful but the fact is i can't be..... haiz.... she said it's gd that something is tying me down..... talked to her quite abit...... ok me and her no longer have this thing between us lah..... we're just ummm... gd frenz? yup gd frenz.... so she taught me all the necessary stuff on the com for pupil's voices.... and ken li came in after a while..... so she said she wanted to make me more stressed by asking me to teach ken li on the spot.... with her watching at the side... dunno lah just taught lor... kinda easy.... she said i learn very fast and asked me why i dint do that for home-ed last year.... hehe... i have no idea.... went to prefects room but cannot find the big red file for collation of booking slips.... then all of u supposed to do that every week how come nvr raise the issue...... ok shall stop here..... hope the counsellors dun read this.....

choir concert..... late by 5 mins... saw mrs low and received instructions from her..... petty and i split to get more things done.... had to attend to the VVIPS..... gosh... i dint know wad to do..... lucky thing she started talking first and i just listened and talked bout wadever she was saying...... hehe..... then ms tan came out and i left them to talk..... dint get to hear much of the concert lah.... budden i already heard everything.... =P yes grace u FINALLY saw me in prefects U.... sheesh... i can spot u anywhere in that bright orange t-shirt..... everything kinda went well..... oh during the interval saw dalvin and pple and gave her a hug.... CARRIE asked dalvin "why nvr hug me?"..... i was saying carrie jealous ah..... and guess wad..... ah ma was jealous too.... she was like shermeen... i want a hug too.... hehe....... almost died trying to satisfy the teachers' requests..... one min they want this.... the next min they change their minds....... phew! nth went wrong.... thanked petty and gave her a big hug..... got our things from the room.... won't elaborate on me being sick..... already got so much scoldings....... tsk tsk.... THANKEW PREFECTS!!!! thanks for ur help k.... muacks.... love all of u!!!!

this morning... went nyjc for the run... ran damn slow lah.. 14:10.... but nvm... not feeling that well and anyhow it's an A.... i thought no one was gonna support me..... but not true.... had yin shou, cassy and joan supporting me from where i started..... the next station had nicole siew.... third one had bout 5 sec 2 prefects and the last one had 3 or 4 sec two prefects i think..... so nice right all of them? thanks a million pple.... u're are damn sweet..... was telling gurlz who stopped to continue running.... i mean those that i dint even know... hehe.... some of them were like cannot, others said ok and started running and some thought i was nuts.... haha... very very tired after running... almost collasped...... got joan, yin shou, cassy and valerie to walk me home... thought i'll faint.... thanks pple.... u all rawk man.... =)

had chem class in the afternoon... so hot..... went home to bathe first.... and tied up my hair while it was so wet..... ms teow commented that we were really chatty today..... did chemical equations all the way..... quite ok lah.... talked to christiana, sonia and nicole ng b4 leaving..... so yah.... now i'm back home doing so much hw.... gawd.... damn tired..... nvm... have been online for quite long alr...... typing out this long long entry....... so gtg..... bye peepz.....

P.S. charleen..... cheer up yeah? purposely left one part on my blog to address u.... i know i'm not of much help here.... cos i dunno enough stuff bout debate competitions to comment on it..... i just know i love u and i'll alwiz be here for u..... take care gurl....... see u soon.....

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today emceed for netball finals with charleen.... kinda screwed up abit here and there..... but as for overall.... the thing went rather well k.... thanks pple for helping me.... esp charleen... if not for u.... i would have like freaked out and died... and i'll nvr try being the announcer..... yup... gd experience..... thanks gurl..... both our B and C div won for netball.... well some pple may say as usual... budden it was really an exciting game..... i think gabby shot really well....... go gabby..... haha... natalie too..... we rawk..... ij rawks... i'm just keeping everything short lah....... yah..... and armstrong made me do another letter of complaint..... it's not like i have not enough stuff on..... today after the netball thing which i was in charge, supposed to go for british council..... but couldn't as i'm sick........ yah if i went i'll be home at like 8+..... then tml even better........ meeting pat ho-tan after sch.... then doing collation duty.... rush home bathe and then go acs(b)..... do choir night duty which me and petty are in charge till bout 9+10..... gawd..... then saturday morning go for run....... afternoon got chem..... yah.... that's bout how i'll spend my weekend..... isn't it 'nice'? and he has to pick on me..... i dun understand..... ok i dunno lah..... wadeva..... nitez everyone.... gtg now.... go debaters! must win tml k..... and petty.... hope choir night will be very successful!!!!

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hey peepz... nth much to blog bout today... stayed at home and did nothing.... kk... replies...

gwace, hana and JW...
wadever pple... izzit really that fascinating to hear me scream? *scratches head...

carrie- oops! sorry woman. changed liao. ok will try to destress. take care too... =)

marissa- eh pls lah. it's only normal to talk to the pri sch gurl at that point in time... stop teasing me bout it alr... and u naughty gurl.... rejoicing over my fall? -_-

jeslynn- haha... have u thought of new ideas for out board yet? well hope u have. tc.

charleen- see u tml woman. dun forget to come and get yr letters... doubt u will... hehe... =P

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heyoz pple.... dint go for pft... woke up at 855am plus the fact that i can't really run yet.... yep rushed to nyjc... so freaking scared.... budden claire liem was damn nice lahz... so ok lor... just damn sad that no one will be running with me.... haiz... nevermind then.... met dalvin and carrie on the way there.... then after that went to school found the whole bunch of 3/3 gurlz there.... started planning stuff for the international friendship day... went out for lunch plus to buy the materials.... then went back and started doing up the board..... i tell u.... it was damn scary k... there was like practically no one left in sch except for us and the netballers.... gawd... the door kept opening due to the wind.... sheesh.... and nicole ng had to scream and make all of us scream too.... we were all mad lah... then i opened the door and found the empty corridor damn errie..... it was bout 245.... then suddenly.... me, andrea, germaine and xiuting saw this fleeting figure of a THING(dunno whether human or ghost) with a dark top(either black or dark blue).... i screamed my lungs out man..... we all squatted down and held each others' hands..... then i thot it was nicole ng.... since i couldn't see her.... andrea breathed a sigh of relief when suddenly nicole ng stood up and announced her presence..... gawd..... then we sort of returned to our seats...... after 2 mins, andrea screamed... i got a fright... and fear still gripped my heart from just now.... so i yelled out again..... this time we hid under tables.... i asked andrea what she saw.... budden she was like a shadow but she thinks that it's just the door... she was just very scared and needed to scream....... gosh.... we were supposed to leave by 3.... so we were hurrying the others... and we all cramped together at the back of the class.... 'protect' each other.... andrea dint dare to get her bag.... had to follow her... she snatched her bag and we hurried back to the group........ FINALLY, we cleared up and most of us were reluctant to leave by the front door budden we had to switch off the lights right? so yah... we kinda hurried out.... and downstairs we saw the netballers running... so we thought that it was one of them.... but after closer inspection we realised they only ran till the staff toilet of st gab's.... so we squealed and screamed and ran all the way down..... walked at an amanzing speed back to st mic's..... if only ALL the sec 4s will walk like that for assembly.... still couldn't get over that..... i was arguing with andrea..... we were trying our bests to comfort ourselves lor..... but it was not much of a success.... andrea said maybe somebody wanted to get books.... and moreover nicole ng said that she thought she saw someone in class when she went to the toilet..... budden i said that why wouldn't the person switch on the lights.... andrea said maybe she wasn't planning to stay in class for long.... moreover it will be damn scary to come up alone.... maybe that's why the gurl ran..... but the thing was there was no sound when the gurl ran.... the floor is quite hollow.... so even when u walk u can hear the echo..... we agreed and freaked out even more..... luckily we split if not we'll just continue to scare ourselves silly.... haha..... ok.. i'm going out again.... gonna play bball with uncle, his girlfren and my bro... plus of course my dog! kk... gtg.... tata pple!

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FINALLY!!!! i'm done with the links..... *GLARES @ someone.... hehe just jk... i've been pushing this relinking thing back for like a million years alr..... if i nvr set my mind to do it, i think i really wouldn't have finished it.... neways i'm changed some crappy stuff.... just beginning to get a gist of the html thingy....... but still, i'm damn hopeless at it..... i can't imagine why i can type the headings '2/3 2003' and '3/3 2004' but not 'ij prefects'.... so in the end, i figured that a number needs to be in front and put in 7 ij prefects..... quite lame lor....

crapping with marie..... stupid cow... dun u dare even dream for things like this to happen... i'll just die k... humph... see la marie..... by talking to u it made me forget wad i wanted to blog.... haha charleen just realised that i wrote crap on HER(fine... sry... typo error..) periodic table.... actually i was wondering huh.... why is she talking to me bout the periodic table for? i just had my chem ca this week.... haha.... i'm abit nutty liao...... dunno wad to blog alr how? lemme think..... went to play golf today..... nvr play on the green for like half a year, bout there and still can hit quite well.... haha.... my dad was throwing a tantrum.... he flung his golf clubs down and said he dint wanna play golf anymore... i asked him why he said he trains everyday(we have a swinging mat at home) in the driving range, at home..... blah blah blah and i(who haven't played for half a year) am playing the same standard as him..... he says i have a natural swing and talent for golf and shld develop on it...... i tell u he's serious bout sending me to LPGA..... i think it's abit far-fetched..... ok..... b4 u all think that i'm damn pro at golf and everything.... or that i'm freaking proud of my golf skills.... u shld know that- that, is my dad.... obviously he'll exaggerate..... yup... okok.... need to study...... tata pple..... nitez and gd lucks for tml's 2.4km run!

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hey hey! i'm back.... fast right.... it's only yesterday since i updated..... surprised that i'm updating again? haha.... aiyah... i'm slacking... supposed to be studying for my chem ca tml.... then when i finished must start on geog and ss ca on thurs..... *groans.... why can't it be next week.... then we have gd fri........ anyhow the dates are already set lahz..... so no use complaining... today nothing much to say.... except that i saw jess in the morning.... she walked so fast... couldn't keep up with her..... then went for duty.... marianne was rather sweet..... she went to get the red file.... came back and saw charleen and v. chong in class..... v. chong not feeling well i think....... then the stupid ah ma jelly..... tell her to cut her nails she dint..... so she had to cut b4 assembly today....... AND she forgot my books..... AGAIN!!! she offered to help me to bring my chinese books to class, cos i knew i'll be late..... and she DIDN'T..... -_-... shall be nice and forgive u....... since u were nice enuff to write a note... then zoe was even better..... she cut her nails..... so guai rite? i only told them yesterday..... budden she drew all over my books.....

went back to class for gg..... went for debate.... actually having a hurt leg is not that bad after all....... i dint hafta run faster than mrs tan..... haha.... sorry charleen... my group's was lousy compared to the other one..... will tell u why if i see u....... we lost....... haha..... the 2/4 gurlz in our group all wanted to get u to help.... returned late for am..... not one particularly wanted to be early....... oh ken li came.... she went to make her IC.... surprisingly....... ms yap let us off at exactly 1005..... had to take hot milo cos the sinseh told me not to take any cold drinks for like 3 days..... it's torturous under singapore's hot climate..... it's has a daily temp of 27 degree celsius and has abundant rainfall..... haha..... okok i shall stop...... went back for physics.... ms lim taught us the whole of chapter 4 in like 2 periods.... we had a break in between and half the class went toilet..... i tell u.... we went there outta boredom... and most of us came back wet..... including me.... everyone's quite surprised i'll play with them..... no harm playing with water wad.... also not everyday..... doesn't mean a prefect then cannot have fun..... then jelly forged a note written by me on a yellow post-it.... she wrote i love jelly by shermeen..... and she asked me to keep the note... then i tried to paste on her back but pressed a lil too hard..... she knew and took it off... then yin shou took it away and pasted on ken li's hair..... she dint realise and it dint fall off..... after qutie a while..... most pple noticed and were laughing at her.... then ms lim asked for a volunteer's weight....... we all volunteered ken li..... then very funny..... cos everyone was talking to her at once.... she kept turning her head..... and we were all laughing like mad..... the funny thing was that she dint know why we were laughing.... so she went 'ha ha ha' in a sarcastic tone...... it set us off to laugh even harder..... then i wanted to tell her lah....... yin shou and nicole siew dint let me k..... they banged me back on my chair so hard..... humph..... then finally cheryn told ken li to touch her hair and she knew....... yin shou was almost killed..... spent 2 periods of boring chem....... nth much happened...... everyone was tired and most sleeping....... *glares at yin shou.... okok..... if i dun go and study my chem now i'm gonna fail tml........ bye pple! miss me! oh yah..... i had a bad dream lor..... so i changed my nick to 'i jUz hAd a bAd dRe@m... pR0mIse u w0N't aB@Nd0n mE... ='(

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i tell u ah....... the stupid pft's cursed..... i had accidents with it for two years consecutively already..... anyway it's not the time to complain.... my mum's nagging me off..... cos i just went to the sinseh....... and he advised me to sit on a chair that has a backing.... must be hard..... so that i won't pull my thigh muscles again...... yah this is wad happened.......

i was pretty much all right except for a little strain on my front thigh muscles after sit and reach........ but when we went for shuttle run....... this was when the bad things started happening....... it was like my first time i ran with shoes....... then ok lah.... the next time i took them off and started running........ i slipped and did almost a full split at the end where the bean bags were..... so i dint take that timing..... ms liem asked me to retake.... not counted....... so i retook and slipped again....... did almost a split once more........ but this time near the teacher..... sprained quite badly..... so yah.... then went for sit-ups....... the fastest sit-ups i've done and will ever do i think....... then pulled the muscle again....... was not feeling very ok already..... then just stoned there till everyone finished....... couldn't stand up..... nicole siew and denise and jeslynn and nicole ng plus lots of pple helped me up....... thanks....... then the true frenz were those who really stayed there by me lah..... it was ken li, who had to leave after a while..... charleen, left after quite a while..... the rest.... namely jeslynn, denise, nicole ng, hui min, still got one more....... who izzit ah? ah i remember now..... the red cross gurl marilyn..... not that she's not gd lah..... i refused to let her do anything to me..... i took a whole of about wad time we ended to 520pm to travel from the hall to st mic's carpark.... basically only 200m... the rest were trying to get me to walk faster..... so they tried to calculate the acceleration..... quite crappy lah....... dint know hui min was actually so crappified....... yup.... anyway i dun have much time left....... THANKS A MILLION!!!!!!!! love all of u! thanks to the others too..... but really wanna thank these few who really stayed by me till the end....... charleen(ha! THIS TIME i REALLY got it right), ken li, jeslynn, denise, nicole ng, hui min and last but not least marilyn....... thankew!!!! jun chyi, yin shou, cassy and nicole siew too.... thanks! you're are really sweet! =) =) =)

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